C'est La Vie

My Girls

2010-11-15T03:25:00.000+08:00

i need a pair of yellow tights and an cool headband so i can start bobbing my head to the music ! :) ok ... i think that might seriously chase all the guys out !

AHAHHAHA... you know what, i would pay to see you do that. LOL. I can lend you my headband and blue neon tights

omg i might have to be couriered back to Tanjung Rambutan with Fedex

but i wasnt really bothered just glad that ,that season of American Idol was finally over cause i was tired of my parents yelling into the TV , Dad - Archie over here, my daughter's here she loves you !!! and my mom - David cook !!!! you can have my daughter and i can be your mother in law !

i wonder if this comments are longer than the huey's crazy party post

jamie is this the longest ?

errr..... i duno... should i measure it with ruler? lol

i'll hav a gd dream too tonite~~~ ♥ ♥ ♥

yay :) and when you wake right a song and then tag me !

i'll try.. it might be about pork knuckle..

And this is why i love them :)

A Lilian Update

2010-11-15T02:12:00.001+08:00

Hi there. Have been MIA-ing for awhile. I guess it's time for a Lilian update, meaning i'll share a few one of a kind, lilian stories with ya! ;)

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Last Friday, i was out with my girlfriends to Bangsar for dinner. And halfway through dinner, the waiters keep taking away our plates. I was starting to think they were trying to shoo us. Suddenly, i heard people singing a birthday song, and i was thinking to myself, "Owh, whose birthday is it today?". Then they laid the plate with the cake on the table and sang.."Happy birthday to ALIEN, Happy birthday to you". At that moment, the whole restaurant turned towards my direction and us girls just burst out laughing like lunatics. After the commotion died down, a guy turned to me and asked with an expression so shocked, "Your name is ALIEN?! *GASP*"

Note to self: spell out the name of the birthday girl/boy if you want the waiters to surprise them.

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Daddy

Owh.. this is the show Yan(my sister) likes, Q10

No, daddy, it's Ben10

Owh right, BenQ

No, daddy, Ben10!

Sigh, I guess the blurness runs in the family.

Owh, till then.. you take care!

Signing off,

Lilian

5 great ways to waste time

2010-08-27T03:20:00.002+08:00

Ain't got no dope

All i gots my 40...

Ain't got nobodayy.. babeh.. yea

That i can call my shorty

Jason Mraz's songs rock my world now. This one here is called Mudhouse/Gypsy. Catchy tune, lovely voice = Lilian's favourite music.

Don't you just love wasting time :p I know i do. Especially if there's an assignment/test coming up. You'll see me doing everything except studying. I'm the world's number one procrastinator. Nevermind that, in today's post, i'm going to teach you how to waste your time. LOL.

#1 Make a holiday sweater (A virtual one).

Well, it's never too early to stitch a sweater right? Don't know how to stitch? Don't panic just yet. My form of stitching only requires the click of the mouse.

Ain't Mine Preeeettyy??

Like it? You can make yours *here* too :)

#2 Make your own coffee ring snowflake

My Snowflakes :) I love them so much!

With a click of the mouse, all u gotta do is stain the folded tissue where ever you want. And voila!

Gogo, make your own. Click *here* to try this out.

#3 If you have an iphone, download APPS!

Recently, i've found this app called Talk With Chippy. It's too adorable! It'll repeat whatever you say in a chipmunk's voice. I totally LOVE this app!

I've tried making it burp by burping (okay, i'm disgusting, i know. but i was just testing out :p). And you know what, Chippy burps the cutest burp! :D I tried faking sneezing sounds too, Chippy sounds tooo cuteeee! I also tried singing! And Chippy sings a few times faster and a few octaves higher, hahaha.. And my brother played Justin Bieber to Chippy, and he sang a remix version, which totally rocks.

Go download it already! You could use this app to charm kids. My ten year old sister was laughing at herself and the app. Try speaking hokkien to it, you'll laugh your ass off.

Psstt... best part is, it's FREE!

#4 Read a book!

I'm currently reading:

Jodi Picoult's Plain Truth.

From reading Jodi Picoult's books i realised she always put in court cases into her books. But i like plain truth. Up till now, there are still holes in the puzzle that i need to fill up, i still am wondering and curious to know what's going to happen. With only a click away for the synopsis of the book, i'm working very hard to not spoil the book's ending for myself.

#5 Online Shopping!

Trust me, once you've started online shopping, it's almost impossible to stop (in my case, anyways). I actually made a list of things i am interested in because i cannot afford them all. So, i'm waiting for a day or two to check if i really want the item or am i purchasing on impulse.

Anyways, the addiction part is besides my point. But trust me, if u have nothing better to do, why not shop for clothes that is modelled for you? You don't even have to go through the process of flipping through the clothes, deciding which one to try, trying them on to see how it looks, and finally making your purchase decision. Online shopping is more like, okay, i like how it looks, compare the stated measurement to your body measurements, place order, pay and wait for delivery, voila!

If you're up for it, these are just a few reviewers' sites i check every night. Yes, every night. It keeps me going for hours and hours...

Diary Addictions

A Shopaholics Den

Well, go ahead then, start wasting time :p

Emotions

2010-07-20T03:05:00.002+08:00

Call me imperfect but i believe that these imperfections make me perfect.

In this era, we always strive for perfection. Don't deny it, i know you do too! To score that High Distinction in your studies, or to get that dream girl/guy of yours, or to earn as much moo-lah as possible. Although we sometimes don't achieve what we strive for, but we definitely cannot deny that we wish for perfection to exist in our lives. The sad thing is, we're not perfect.

In fact, i'm imperfect in many ways. For one, i have a HUGE ego. Yes, that also means i'm a very difficult person to deal with, especially when you've bruised my ego.

Not to mention my terrible terrible temper, especially when i'm bothered or stuck in a massive jam.

And people had also pressed on my anorexic-ness when i had a bad health condition back then. And now, they have a problem with my weight because i cannot fit into my pants anymore.

Owh, and you don't know how much of a klutz i am? Just a few days ago, i bang-ed my knee on the tap and a small chunk of meat came off. Then when i was throwing rubbish, i scratched my leg against a plastic basket, now it looks horrible. The other scar i got was from flipping through my dvd collection.

Lately, i feel incredibly stupid. This might be due to the fact that i screwed up my exams. Owh well, let the bygones be bygones right.

The whole point of this post is to tell you that we are imperfect. However, I would like to say I am perfectly imperfect, and I am proud of it.

photo credits to *link*

This Time For Africa

2010-07-02T02:14:00.000+08:00

Tsamina mina, eh eh

Waka waka, eh eh

Tsamina mina zangalewa

This time for Africa

Everywhere i go, everywhere i look, it's all about football. Call me whatever you want but the only things i know about football are along the lines of Christiano Ronaldo and his good looks. And that's about it. But i do love the song waka waka (this time for Africa) by Shakira. Lovelove, it. Waka Waka eh eh.

I was singing the song, and wondered why waka waka. Waka waka in swahili actually means burn brightly, burn well, shine. Do u feel the African vibe in the song? I do! It makes it so much more exciting, which is why i'm even considering going to Cape Town for and exchange. People tell me i'm crazy! They say it's dangerous, blablabla... But what they didn't know is that Cape Town is the most multi-cultural cities in the world! What do you think? Should i apply for an exchange/transfer to Cape Town? Would be kind of cool to be on of the fews who would dare go for an exchange there. Talk about standing out. :p

I was listening to the radio the other day, and they brought up the topic of everybody's watching and talking about football. Well, for football illiterates like me, it's pretty hard to live through this period. The hot topic now is about football and everytime people talk about it, i would be so lost! The only thing i would talk about in these situations is that Korea lost to Portugal, 7-0. :P I'm so sesat! lol.

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I'm having mid term break as i'm typing this. My break actually ends on the 19th of July. I don't understand why Monash can't give longer breaks during mid term when we get 4 months to rot at home end of the year. Sigh.

Anyways, i feel that i had a really productive break so far.

#1 I had a few self reflective sessions, and my conclusion is that: I'M BACK!

;)

*PS. You should be happy for me!

#2 I redecorated my room! Sort of.

TADA!

Yeap, i stuck on motives bought from IKEA.

It looked good a few days back, but now everything keeps falling off :( i'm depressed. My advice is, don't get those stick on decoratives, they fall off so fast! It has only been a few days and everything is looking like crap. Sigh. I think i'm going to get stencils soon.

I also moved around the shelves a bit. Will snap a photo soon.

Now, i'm onto cleaning up my closet. I'm so hooked onto online shopping, it's crazy. My closet has been growing the past few months to the extent that i cannot chuck in anymore clothes. I've been telling myself,

'my wallet is closed'

like how Rebecca Bloomwood tells herself in Shopaholic. But it had not worked at all! I've been spending all my money on clothes, clothes and more clothes.

So, i came up with a brilliant plan, i might just open a blogshop selling off my old clothes. Then, i can use the money to buy NEW ONES :)

People are hard to change, aren't they :p

#3 Major catch up with friends

#4 Watched tonnes of movies :p

I remember whining about how i don't watch movies in cinema anymore. This break gave me the chance to do so. A few movies i've managed to catch:

Prince of Persia (The Sands of Time)

It was one word: AWESOME.

I was anticipating for this movie, and thank god it wasn't a let down. Love Disney's productions. At first when i thought of Jake Gyllenhaal being the prince, it was abit hard to imagine, cause in my head, i perceived him as a really cute nerd.

From nerd to Hero.

No doubt, he was good looking in Prince of Persia. And what can i say? He worked hard for that body.

Food for thought: He should consider waxing so he can look like men in 300:

IP Man (A Legend is Born)

I would say this was an 'okay' movie. I still prefer IP Man 1. Haven't watched IP Man 2 yet :(

The A-Team

Packed with a few entertaining scenes. And the way the A-Team plan their missions, flawless. I would totally recommend this.

Toy Story 3

Toy Story 3 was fun, i would say. There were a few unexpected twists in the story. But what i love was beginning and the ending of the movie. Not to mention also the few witty scenes that cracked up the cinema. Although I think the ending for toy story 3 is a perfect ending for the whole toy story sequel, i really hope they come up with Toy Story 4.

Have you ever thought what would it be like if toys actually came alive. It would be kind of scary wouldn't it? It would be exactly like CHUCKY, which would be awful!

Chucky

Well, that's all for today, see ya soon! :)

Waka waka eh eh

Tsamina mina zangalewa

This time for bedtime now ;)

Love,

Lilian.

Help!

2010-06-13T00:17:00.000+08:00

Dear god, help me. I have so much more to study. I already think it's impossible to finish. Yet, at this moment, i'm procrastinating although i'm panicking, GOD HELP ME!!!

I'm scared shitless, although i don't know how is writing a blog post suppose to sooth my nerves.

Love Makes My World Go Round and Round

2010-06-01T00:36:00.001+08:00

Just a quick update for today. I thought i would be free-er after all the assignments, but i was wrong. Now i have studying to worry about. It's not really the studying part i'm worried. It is the part where i procrastinate where i worry.

Anyways, just wanted to show off here abit. :p Guess who i met in One Utama the other day?!

IRON MANNN!!

Yea, at the maxis booth. :p

When i saw them in Iron Man costumes, i wanted to take a picture no matter what. No, i didn't care that all the people taking pics with them were kids. No, i didn't care that the kids were half my size. No, i didn't care that all the parents were staring at me cause i'm acting so childish.

I just wanted a picture, goddammit! :p Don't judge me!

Owh, look out, Iron Man's going to fire. Dodge!

Okay, just don't say anything.

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I was just thinking about getting gems to stick on my iPhone when i found a casing with gems stuck on it. :D:D

Preettyy, ain't it?What do you think? It looks abit like Barbie's phone, don't it? I like :p
But there's patches of darker pink when you look at it from certain angles. Owh well, until i find a better one, this one will have to do :)

Okay, okay, i'd better stop goofing around. I'd better go study. Seriously, lilian, you have to study!! GOSH!Alright, bye!
Hi, I'm Marty. Lol. I couldn't help it :p

Here We Go Again

2010-05-29T01:25:00.000+08:00

I was YouTube surfing earlier and found demi lovato's latest album: Here We Go Again. Tell you what, she's awesome. Just awesome. I downloaded her previous album last year and was hooked to it for months. And yes, i've also downloaded this album.

*YouTube Link*

...Here we go again..

Sexy's my name

2010-05-15T16:45:00.004+08:00

I am sooooooooooooo in love with this song. Any idea which song i'm talking about? There you goo... My favourite song for the moment:

So whats your name, hey baby what’s your name, oh yeah

Sexy’s my name, yeah sexy is my name

Ok, and what’s your game, hey baby what’s your game

Ok i like to play, I, I like to play, ay,

Baby I never seen someone wit your body

You make me wanna get this party started,

Hey baby come and tell me what’s the score

Baby, baby, tell me, what chu, what chu, waiting for

Gosh, loving it till bits and pieces. What you watitng for's lyrics can be found at Mizz Nina's website *click*.

Now i'm going goo goo gaa gaa over the song, i have to play it, hum it, sing it, imagine the song wherever i go. It's crazy. I think i'm crazy. Anyways, i'm the kind of person that goes crazy over a song for a period. After that period, i'll get so sick of the song, i won't play it again. Last week, i was crazy over Prince of Egypt's soundtrack, especially Deliver Us and When You Believe. Owh, baby,What would i do without music?

You've guessed it, i'm sitting in my chair, dancing and singing with What You Waiting For playing on loop on my speakers :D What you what you waiting for? Go download/listen to the song :)

Hey sexy girl from kuala la la lumpur

Hey baby thats me, i’ll be on the dancefloor

I got chu a surprise, we’re poppin up in vip

And if I ask nice can I take you home with me

Yeap, she's Malaysian :)

Finally! My stroller!

2010-05-13T03:06:00.000+08:00

This stroller took me a whole 2 hours to complete it:

People, meet Pram-Air.

A stroller designed just for my assignment.

Okay, i know the drawing sucks. And yes, you can see shadows behind, which Quan Yuan so kindly helped me photoshopped from another stroller. But i only used part of the frame Quan Yuan photoshopped. The rest is drawn by me.

Owh, i'm just so glad i'm done drawing. Clearly, i'm not cut out for Arts. Finaalllyyyy!! I'm able to go to bed now, it's 3am here. So niteeeyy nitee.

24 little hours

2010-05-11T00:38:00.003+08:00

Sooo soo sorry for the lack of updates! Been so busy with assignments the past few weeks. But fear not, you'll see me around here soon again cause i have ONE LAST assignment to go~~! Woohooo! Due 2 days from now. And i'm here?! Hmmm.. So, i'll make this a quick one. Just to keep you interested ;).

Just a sneak preview on what grandmother stories i'm going to tell you when i finish with this week's assignment and test ;)

I) Beautiful beautiful Turkey

II) Grandpa's Birthday Celebration

III) Jarrod's Birthday

IIII) Uni Events

IV) ME, ME and more ME :)

Bored yet?!

and maybe i'll indulge you in one of my many cam-whoring sessions. ;)

Now, with the speakers blasting One Republic, i'm going to try and finish up my work. So, till then, see ya :)

Lovelovelove,

Lilian

Assignments..

2010-04-29T23:01:00.000+08:00

Busy busy week. Piled with assignments, assignments and assignments. :(

Got daddy to get me starbucks to pull through the night. I guess i won't be sleeping. Sigh..

Already Gone

2010-04-25T23:52:00.000+08:00

I can't believe i skipped Kelly Clarkson's concert in Malaysia to do Business Law assignment.

-.-

Shoot me why don't you?

2010-04-02T00:04:00.000+08:00

..

2010-04-01T14:56:00.002+08:00

I've been trying to start a post the past few days. But everytime i do, i leave the typing space blank. I don't know what to say. What do i have to say? The only thing lingering in my mind is only the assignment. Figures why i have nothing to say.

I know life is journey.

A bumpy journey.

But i've hurt the one i love.

I'm sorry. I truly am.

Croak

2010-03-17T23:23:00.002+08:00

This week is a no good week.

Busy like hell. WHY?

My maid ran away! :(:( sobbbbbbsss. Meaning housework for me. And you have no idea how much i DESPISE housework! And on top of that, i'm croaking like a frog now, thank you very much. ANDDDD.. i really screwed up the performance in curve :( i really want to bury my face in the ground and stay there for the rest of the year. Worse part is, it's on You bloody Tube. Please, do not go search for the videos as it is currently already very very embarrassing for me.

Why so embarassing you ask?

1) The mike turned off or rather i ter-turned off the mike halfway through singing. And i was just singing to myself

2) I ter-tripped but thank god regained my balance or it'll be one show i'll never forget

3) I totally went off tune. WHICH IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOO EMBARAAASIINNGGG. Like the whole verse. Cause partially i couldn't hear myself singing, so i was just singing without listening to myself. OMG.

In short, disastrous.

And i have no idea how am i going to perform this sunday again with this kind of voice. I sound like a man with a chewing gum stuck in his throat.

Everyone's been telling me to talk less. But how??? You don't know me, the minute i stop talking, i'll die! But, i've been silent for the past half an hour. Please voice, come back to me.

H.E.L.P.

DILEMMA!

2010-03-14T01:49:00.001+08:00

I was pondering the whole day about what to wear for tomorrow's performance. :( Honestly, i still am clueless. Should i wear a dress? tights? what should i wear???!!

Grrr... this is so frustrating cause i don't wanna look like i've dressed over the top. I really just want it to be simple and chic. Chi Yan suggested a dress. But i've looked through my closet and there's no dress that suits the performance tmr!

Then i turned to the web to get some inspiration. And i came across this:

Love the black dress. I think it would be perfecto. :)

Looking at taylor swift's photos, a pang of jealousy actually comes across me. She's about my age? and look at what she have achieved! She's young, beautiful and oh-so-talented in writing songs. Yeap, i'm a big fan!

Anyways, back to the dressing dilemma. Or should i go for something like this?

Hmmm... but i've lost my vest. And it definitely wasn't as nice as hers. Oh!! I DON'T KNOW!

Worst part is, i was having a sore throat the past few days and now i'm coughing up phelgm. I'm not even sure i'll be able to sing on tune tomorrow. oh darn oh crabstick fishcake!

God help me!

HIGH SCHOOL

2010-03-13T00:25:00.000+08:00

Before this, i was cleaning up the mess in my room and stumbled upon my high school photos. And staring at it, reminded me of my high school days. Minus off all those dramas, you know, i cannot deny that they are memories that i'd keep closely to my heart forever.

Remember last time in high school, we had this really stupid way of dressing? We actually have this trend where Eastpack and Jansport backpacks are the 'IN' thing. And i can tell you, everyone and i mean EVERYONE carries it! LOL. This is not even close to funny. The funniest part is that we actually tighten the straps sooooooooooooooooo bloody much that the backpacks hike up our backs so high that it reaches our necks. Well, that's the DJ-ian spirit.

Honestly, i have never came across any other person who carry their bag this way. *Giggles*

And not forgetting, there were certain brands that all of us used to use: Roxy or Quicksilver. It was another trend where everybody wants a Roxy wallet/bag. Which is funny cause now i don't want a Roxy wallet/bag!

Ahhh.. those fun times. Stupid but real fun! aahahhaha..

Wanna see my high school photos? Hehehe..

Try spotting me in all 5 photos ;)

Class of 1 Kempas 2003 <3<3

Class of 2 Cengal 2004

Love you guys till bits :)

Class of 3 Batai 2005

It was a good good year, wasn't it?

Class of 4 Cengal 2006

Sweet memories :)

Class of 5 Cengal 2007

The final year.

... in words, it just means, i miss high school.

I wish i could rewind time, dump all these stress and go back to years where the "STRESS" word doesn't exist. But, we all know that's not going to happen.

Well, i would say i've came a long way, till today. Okay, not that long, 2 years. But in this short period of time, i felt like i've grown alot, not in terms of height, but on the inside (I'm obviously vertically challenged). Like i've came out of my cocoon and here i am, ready to take over the world. MUAHAHAHHA.. *evil laugh*.

Don't get me wrong, i miss high school but i've moved forward. Managed to break free from all of the things holding me back. Well, this is typical of me to say, but i'm going to say it anyways: I should hit the books and get a GPA of 3.5. Here i come, Books! Watch OUT!

Happy CNY!

2010-02-23T02:31:00.009+08:00

Is it too late to make a new year's resolution? i hope not. But i'm going to make one anyways.

Have you made your new year's resolution yet? I think it's a good idea to make one so that you know which direction of your life you're heading to, you know what i mean? it works for me. ahahah.. at least a few. But first, let's review my last year's resolution ;)

Lilian's Goals for 2009

1) Super good grades in Uni(regardless of where i'm going) --- erm.. i'm not so sure if i've achieved this

2) Be on TIME -- Failed MISERABLY!

3) Exercise Regime (Urgent!! I need one) --- Failed also

maybe yoga/swimming/gym

4) Control temper (yea, i have a bad temper, mind you) --- I would give myself a 7/10 :):)

5) Earn cash --- Nope, didn't earn any

6) Run for President for student council/club/activities --- President, who am i kidding?

7) Join committees ---Yippee doodle!! I was Events Organiser for Monash Business Club ;)

8) Do charity --- :) I did.

9) READ, READ, READ (at least 20 books this year) --- i would say i read alot! Now i can't live without books!

PS. NOT textbooks

10) Sing on stage --- phew, been there, done that :D

5/10 resolution achieved for last year. Not bad at all!

For 2010, this is it:

Lilian's Goals for 2010

1) HDs or Ds for all my uni units

2) BE ON TIME (I'm serious this time!)

3) Exercise at least twice per week

4) Learn how to cook & bake

5) Read at least 30 books

6) Achieve something (i don't know what yet)

7) Study consistently

Somehow i lost my mojo. Like i can't find things that i really want to do this year. Oh well, we'll see how things go :)

How was your Chinese New Year so far?

Mine? It was great. Traditionally, people celebrate chinese new year with visitings to relatives' houses, open houses, exchanging of angpaos, having family dinners and catching up with relatives. But Chinese New Year to me is the time where my family goes for a overseas trip. This year, the country is Turkey, babe!

If you asked me how was it, I cannot manage to tell you how awesome it is with words. I LOVED every bit of it.

I haven't transferred the pictures to my computer yet. But i promise, once i do, i'll share with you! Just a teaser: Balloons, Troy, Roman Empire. :)

Stay tuned.

I HAVE TO STUDY!

2010-02-09T17:39:00.000+08:00

First, i gave an excuse of being hungry and went down to steal some of mummy's famous pineapple tarts, which i love sooo soooo much! She had finally baked it! You have no idea how long i've been bugging her to bake it. It's DAAAAMMMNNN yummy like it'll melt in your mouth. Yumyumm :)

Nope, i can't share with you. it's all MINE, MINE, MINE!!!! MUahahahahah.. But i can share the pictures with you ;) Drool away..!

Mummy's labour of love.

*SLURPS* sucking in saliva

OMGGG!!!! It's perfect, mummy :)

Hmmm.. i wonder where the rest went to?

:p so did you enjoy the pictures? Haha..

Okay, back to what i was trying to tell you.

Then, i came online, telling myself i have to check my mailbox. Then, i told myself i want to bathe because i'm feeling sleepy. After that, i signed in blogger and told myself i have to share the pictures with you. You know, i'm a procrastinator.

SHIT, i should be studying!

Earthworms get wifi

2010-02-08T23:38:00.001+08:00

Look what i'm doing again when i'm suppose to be studying? ohgosh ohgosh.

Nvm, just a quick update okay?

Actually, i'm using my neighbours intenet :p cause my modem died. Well, i'm just borrowing it a moment, i don't think they'll mind. They understand my need to rant. (Although, i still don't know which particular neighbour's internet connection i'm "borrowing").

Anyways, i told quan yuan about my modem dying. So i said, i have to bury it in my back yard (I don't have one).

And he said, "Then the earthworms get wifi".

owh, he's just so cute. :D

Okies, i'd better run, gonna hit the books again.

L.O.V.E,
L.I.L.I.A.N.

Ole or Ale?

2010-01-31T23:50:00.001+08:00

Bro

Mom

Go, go, go!! (Asking my dad to speed up when the traffic light was about to turn red)

Ale Ale Ale..

It's Ole Ole Ole la, it's a football song. When they say ole, they're trying to say the ball passes in between the person's leg.

No, Alih means move the ball. Alih, i'm a malaysian!

So, is it Ole or Ale now? Just how malaysian are you?

2010-01-21T17:38:00.000+08:00

Maybe it's my fault, for procrastinating those exercise i should have done.

Maybe it's my fault that i'm a night owl, loving the night, sleeping late all the time,

Maybe it's because i walked under the rain, thinking i'm superheroin and all.

Look now, where i end up to? This? I wish for things to be better, please. I just want to be healthy.

I'll make you proud

2009-12-20T00:47:00.001+08:00

It's one of those days where my self esteem gets washed down the drains. I guess you can say i'm never satisfied with what i have. Focusing only on what i don't have, not realising what i have is indeed more than anyone can ask for.

Anyways, i told my parents about my results today. And to my surprise, they didn't even get close to getting upset with me. All they did was comfort me and tell me i could do better and they always believe in me.

..that's when i said, "I'll make you proud, daddy".

Y-U-M-M-Y

2009-12-18T23:49:00.005+08:00

Summer school is sucking the life out of me i tell you. I have classes everyday from 9am-3pm. Except on Fridays because so happen holidays keep falling on Fridays.

Shall i say lucky me today is already Friday? Finally, i get my well deserved rest from uni, but looky what am i doing here.

Headed over to Quan yuan's house right after the clock struck 3pm yesterday. Watched Resident evil :):) and then we made Carbonara (more like quan's making and me watching as i'm so noob in cooking. So far, the things that i can cook without assistance are eggs, instant noodles and the latest edition, ham and cheese.) YUUUUMMMYY i tell you! The Carbonara tasted soooooooooooo much better than most restaurant's. I have quite a number of bad experiences with carbonaras. They really should sack their chefs and employ my boyfriend as their chef! It is so good i would say it's almost as good as Italiannies' or even better! Now you get the picture??

Then for dinner, jeng jeng jeng... I had homemade California roll with quan yuan and his parents. Wrapping the ingredients with a seaweed into a california roll is a first for me. It was sooooooooo fun :)

You should really try it out, very minimal cooking required. Just the cooking of the japanese rice. and the rest, you can get it from the hypermarket, chop it up and then serve it straight: crabsticks, fish eggs(YUM!!), mayonnaise, wasabi, zucchini, seaweed. Then the wrapping comes in.

Yummy to the max, babe. :)

Thank you so much darling, for a wonderful dinner :) You know why it tasted so good? Because it was cooked with love.

Foooddddd.. which reminds me, just a few weeks back, quan and I also made Pizza! How cool is that?! Which tasted soooooooooooo heavenly.

Ingredients, ingredients, ingredients..

Yeap, we made our own dough ;) Pretty, ain't it?

Chef Quan.

The dough takes awfully long to make as we have to wait for it to expand (due to the yeast). And quan yuan had to cook the sauce. And i have to say, i'm speechless.. words just can't describe how delicious it was.

The oh-so-YUMMY pizza.

No doubt, better than pizza hut.

Made with love by quan yuan :) (and me, abit)

Owh, i'm already being jealous thinking about quan yuan cooking for his friends and not me this coming february when he heads to aussieland.

Okies, i'm heading off to prepare for 2 presentations next week. the horror. i'm going crazy already.

-Lilian-

Sexy red

2009-12-09T00:23:00.000+08:00

I know, i have went missing AGAIN, right. That is if anybody actually reads my blog. But this time, i have a really good reason for going MIA. My HP Pavillion, that is only about 1 1/2 years old, died. The technician told me that comp cannot survive anymore as it's motherboard and graphics gone haywire. That's when i swore i'm never buying HP EVER AGAIN!

Okay, maybe i just won't buy their VERY cacated laptops.

Remember PC Fair? I headed there with my friends and finally decided to settle with a Toshiba. :)

Guess which colour i chose?

Ain't it just so pretty??

I almost got pink instead of red. I love pink. And i'm not afraid to admit it. In fact, it's my favourite colour. But i didn't get pink for my laptop was because

#1 It looks like Barbie's laptop

#2 Well, some say it looks cheap. But i think it looks like those fake laptops you can get from Toy'R'Us

#3 I didn't want to be regarded as B-I-M-B-O. Not that any other person using pink laptop is a bimbo, but it's just my blurness may send the wrong message. Then when i use a pink laptop, it'll just add on to that bimbo image.

#4 Red is sexy :) Kinda makes me feel sexier carrying it, ahahhaa..Well, it also sends that "I'm sophisticated" aura to people. Lol. But i doubt it'll work on me. Whenever i try to look sophisticated, things just get out of hand and then spins itself around to make a fool out of me.

Performance wise, it's 298471092837491872348172084 times better than my previous HP. In fact, i'm very satisfied with my Portege. Except for the fact that i can't install Assassin's Creed. Grr.. Probably because of the OS.

But overall, i can safely say it's a good buy. I only paid RM3150 for my laptop that came with specs of:

Platform
Notebook
Processor
Intel® Core™2 Duo Processor T6600 (2.2 GHz, FSB 800, Cache 2 MB)

Chipset
Intel 45PM

Memory
2 GB DDR2 SDRAM PC-6400

Display
13.3" WXGA TFT (13.3" WXGA TFT pixel)

Video Graphic
NVIDIA GeForce GT 210M 512 MB

Video Camera
Yes
Audio & Speakers
Integrated
Floppy Drive
No
Hard Drive
320 GB Serial ATA 5400 RPM

Optical Drive
DVD±RW

Modem
Integrated
Networking
Integrated
Wireless Network
IEEE 802.11b, IEEE 802.11g, IEEE 802.11n

Bluetooth
Integrated
Input Device
Keyboard and touchpad
Card Reader
SD, MMC, Memory Stick / Stick PRO, xD-Picture Card

Interface
3x USB 2.0, VGA, HDMI, LAN, Audio
O/S Provided
By request
Battery Pack & Life
Rechargeable Lithium-ion Battery

Dimension & Weight
317 x 38.2 x 230.6 mm and 2.1 kg

Software
-
Warranty
1 Years warranty by Toshiba
Bundled Accessories
-

Let's just say, by far, i'm satisfied user of toshiba for 2 days. :) So far so good. Ahahah. but it's hard to tell, it had only been 2 days.

So, now i'm using my wireless mouse my lovely friends bought for me for my birthday, which suits the red theme, kinda. It's purplish pink :p

Speaking of which, me being a curiosity cat plugged my nano transceiver into the eSata/USB combo port, it got stuck! Like literally.

Quan Yuan and I had a go at it with screw drivers and pliers but nothing worked. And then i was all blacked faced because i thought i destroyed my 1 day old computer. But in the end, we got the metal piece out of the port with a thin metal strip, cut out from a metal bookmark i bought form China. Apparently, it seems that the nano transceiver was abit too tight for the port and got itself hooked on to the hook in the port.

Seee.. Portege, i love you so much, i destroyed my bookmark from China to save you. So don't you dare crash like the STUPID HP.

I have to say, Windows 7 is also SOOOOOOOOOOOOo much faster than vista and most importantly, the programs don't crash when i open too many windows for my own good.

So, all in all, i would say a 8/10 for Portege. :)

PS. the minus point is only the keyboard and the battery life. Personally, i would prefer the conventional keyboard as this one is abit plastic-ky. and the battery life, according to quan yuan, is abit short and it actually affects the performance of the laptop.

~*~*~*~*~*~

I would say today was a fairly productive day. Got to catch up and do some shopping in Curve and Ikano with Sabby bestie after soooooooooooooooooo long. :) We had a really good chat alright, exchanging stories of our lifes, only for us to know though. And not forgetting our favourite Starbucks. I can tell ya, there is no better times than hanging out with your loved ones.

And i also managed to grab some pretty good buys. Shoesss shoesss and more shoess :)

Then so coincidently, Quan Yuan and my friends called for a movie outing in eCurve, previously known as ceneleisure, :):) premiere of "The Princess and the Frog". Call me childish, but i love Disney movies alright. It was great for me. Really really great. I really love the part where the girl says, "No way i'm kissing a froooog and eating a buuuuggg on the same day". Somehow appears really cute to me.

Then it was dinner at IKEA. Yumyum Meatballs!!

I have officially one more day to enjoy myself before summer school starts, ohgod. Just great. and my daddy is already complaining that i'm going out too much. But if i don't go out now, when do i go out then?

To sum up my holiday, although i don't remember much from it, lol. I think it was pretty productive. I got to go Tung Shin to see a chinese physician and my cough is under control now, thank god. Yes, another doctor right, i meet more doctors than i meet people, i tell ya!

And i got round to playing badminton :). I am proud to say that i'm still improving, and able to play badminton, but that's only my opinion, ahahahha.. My friends and boyfriend may beg to differ.

Well, the shopping department is also well covered. Mummy went bangkok and got me some stuff and well, i also do some shopping here and there.

And i also have a resolution this time round: DO WELL IN UNI. AT LEAST A DISTINCTION!

So, wish me all the best this time round. And i'll let ya know when i graduate if i've achieved that resolution.

I'll see ya soon!

Lilian

I-I'm Officially Missing You

2009-11-17T22:40:00.001+08:00

God, i officially can't take this song out of my head! It's soooooooooooo addictive. It's orginally sung by Tamia. It's redone by Janice and Sonia in the video. And their version totally rock socks and needless to say, is better than the original version ;)

So, take a listen. They have awesome voice btw.

No, i mean it, they did it so fabulously!

Dumm deee dee dummm...

2009-11-16T12:37:00.003+08:00

....HOLIDAYS are hereee to greet me :):):) Exams and its sucky mate, results are not going to stop me from enjoying this holiday. Gosh, finally i have time to rest.

~*~*~*~*~*~

On every 31st of each month, Baskin Robbins have its sales, and well, mummy will never forget to get us ice cream. But unfortunately, with my health condition, i get to eat none of the 4 flavours mummy bought. :(:(:(

So, i played with dry ice instead. :p

And so did my siblings and my maid. Lol.

Well, sometimes we can do really stupid things right?
For example, like my sister,

chopping off her own hand.

ps. this shot was her idea. lol. Cute, ain't she?

Ahahhaa... Well, i'm sure there was one part of your life where you were fascinated with dry ice, no? It's definitely not the first time i'm using dry ice but this is the first time i took picture while playing with dry ice :p

My maid, kakak: "Apa ini? Magik yea?" (referring to the white fog)

Well, we have our moments :)

~*~*~*~*~*~

I'm finally turned 19 and old now on the 8th of november. Really. I FEEL SO DARN OLD. I so often wish that time would just freeze and let me breathe for a moment. But owh well, i don't have the skill of freezing time like Hiro Nakamura, so i guess i really have to grow old and not breathe like everyone else.

As far as i can remember, my family celebrated each birthday of mine with a birthday cake and each year the number of candles increases on my birthday cake. But this year, for a change, i had a humble celebration with my family with cupcakes! Of all people, mummy was the one who suggested the idea. Hip eh, my mum? Well, she said she didn't want to get a cake and let it rot in the freezer, lol.

Don't they look delicious?

And this year, instead of 19 candles, i only had to blow out 1 candle. :) To me, that signifies that i will always stay youthful :p

Yea, i can be quite vain sometimes. ahahha..
Although it was during exam period, it was my birthday afterall, so i decided to dress up for a little, even though it was just a shopping trip.

What do ya think?

Paired it with these gorgeous shoes:

The dress, shoes and bag are the treasures i found online :) Aren't they just so prettty :):)

~*~*~*~*~*~

After dim sum with my family and quan yuan yesterday, we headed to the warehouse bookstore in Atria, where i managed to grab some awesome finds. :D:D

I love Louise Rennison. I remember reading her books since i was like 14? I remember so clearly, her first title was "Angus, Thongs and Full Frontal Snogging". And it's mightyly funny, i tell you. The writer is pretty open about things and she likes to make up her own words. Lol. like me. For example, she calls her mum Mutti and her dad Vatti and her boyfriend Sex God.

But she's really lovable, i promise. That's why i was so happy when i found them in the warehouse bookstore. :D:D Which means i got these books for a fraction of its retail price. Yippee. I always love it when i get cheap finds. It gives me that adrenalin rush. ahhahaha.. Who doesn't?

Hmm.. if you're lookingt for a book to read so that you can improve you language, this isn't the book you're looking for. Reason being, she makes up her own words! ahahhaa.. I read this book for entertainment purpose, well she's funny! And well, it's light reading, which i like, just to relax myself. :)

The best part is:

CHECK OUT THE PRICE!! RM 12.00

*GASP*

So, head over to the warehouse bookstore in Atria. 1st floor if i've not mistaken. You will not miss it. ;) Maybe you can find some of your own book treasure there, who knows?

But before i can lay my hands on these books, I'm gonna finish on these two first:

Yeap, author of Sex and the City, Candace Bushnell. Totally love her. And a very delayed read, angels and demons.

These books are gonna keep me accompanied for the next few months. :) oh, they'll be my salvation, trust me.

Hi, How are YOU?

2009-10-18T00:29:00.006+08:00

Gosh, long time, hasn't it been? Missed me? ahahahha..

SEEEEE.. i told you, i only blog when exam's nearing!! Well, what to do, i suddenly have the urge to blog, so here i am :D

Hmmm... What about i start off by sharing with you some of the latest and one of a kind "Lilian's Stories", lol.

~*~*~*~*~*~

Note: I was having a bad migrain, from the operation (will elaborate further later regarding the operation).

The date was Oct 10th, my bro's birthday.

So, how could I, being a LOVING SISTER not get my bro a birthday present??!!

Well, there i was, in centerpoint, heading for the anime shop to buy what my brother loves most, anime merchandises.

Holding my head in my hands, i pushed the door to the anime shop sideways and it didn't budge at all!

"Bloody helll, of all times, you have to be out at this time? Don't you need to work?! " I scolded the shopkeeper IN MY HEAD.

Well, i peeped through the shop to search for a soul inside, but i can't find any. So, i decided to take a walk and go back later on.

Just when i came back to the anime shop, an elderly man exited from another shop and entered the anime shop by PUSHING the door forward. LOL.

OMG. At that moment, i felt so stupid. You see, all this while i thought the door was a sliding door.. ahahah..

I have no idea why i thought it was a sliding door because right next to the door was a solid wall. And i don't know how i missed this, but there was indeed a shopkeeper in the anime shop.

-.-

~*~*~*~*~*~

Well, you must be wondering, WHAT OPERATION, LILIAN?

Fret not, i'll tell you now alright?

Remember i mentioned i cough almost every night? Those horribleeeee sleepless nights, i tell ya. Not to mention, those coughings in lecture halls that happens everyday. And those coughs due to temperature changeee... ARRgghh.. I couldn't take them no more! and i have finally found the cause to my problem: the polyps in my nose, due to a very very bad sinus problem.

Well, you must be wondering, what the HELL is polyps? It's actually just a growth in your nose. And this growth in my nose, is causing all thesee complications.

So, finally i got it removed.

Well, if you were wondering was i scared, hell yea, i was scared! But what had to be done must be done. :D

Can't say that i acted brave cause when i went into the operation room, i remembered them just sticking stuffs onto me and i kept my eyes closed at all times, lol. I'm damn sure they were talking to me, but i just wasn't listening, drowning in my thoughts "CALM DOWN, LILIAN, CALM DOWN". The other thing i could hear was my heartbeat on the machine.. beep.........beep...beep..beep...beep *deap breathes* beep.......beep..

Ahaha.. how very chicken of me. aahhaha..

Anyways, moments later i felt myself lose concious, then poof, pitch black. I dunno if it's me watching too many movies, like "Awake", which Jessica Alba starred in. I keep picturing myself having an out-of-body experience. Probably the reason why i was so scared of going under anaesthetic. But the last time i went under general anaesthetic, it wasn't all pretty butterfly memories either, i remembered this spiltting in my head, and my hands trying to grab the breathing tube.. yikes

When i woke up, i was SOOOOOOOOOOOO relieved i wasn't awake like in the movie "Awake" during the operation to experience the process of the operation. That would be hell! omggggg..

At first, it hurt when i breathed, still drowsy, i just layed there, waiting for the moment to leave the monitoring ward.

The first thing my dad did when he saw me was to say, "You look like ninja turtle, girl", then immediately took out his phone and snapped a photo:

Yeap, he did that right after the operation. You see those cellophone tapes on my nose? they're holding on to the strings that are attached to 2 gauzes in each nostril. This is when it's still quite clean and not-so-disgusting period.

You should've seen how i look when my nose started to bleed, those cellophone tapes were covered with dried blood and worst part is that i can't even remove them just then.

Oh, don't miss the best part of the whole thing, on the last day during my stay in the hospital, they asked me hold a basin below my nose while they pulled out the gauzes from my nose. I could feel the gauze slide through my nose and gosh, that was a disgusting feeling, and the next thing i know, blood was flowing out like waterfall from my nose. Gosh, i got shocked, nobody warned me i was to experience that much of blood flow from my nose!

And the next few days, i looked like this:

*ignore the expression please* no seriously, ignore it. It's the only picture i've got!

It took a few days to stop bleeding, finally! And i was alright for about a week, then the migrain started, then came along, numbness of half of my face, then throbbing pain in my cheeks. Gosh, all these lasted for more than a week, till now. I'm feeling better now, thank god! no migrains at least, and no throbbing in the cheeks, but i still can't feel my teeth, left cheek, left upper lip and my left nostril :( I hope it's nothing though, please go away, pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...

sighs..

Let's not talk about this and fret over it cause i have many many lovely stories to tell you and best of all, they're happy ones :D don't you love happy stories?

~*~*~*~*~*~

Remember i mentioned that i can't feel my teeth?

One morning when i woke up, i was brushing my teeth and checking whether there was improvement or not (in terms of numbness), was it subsiding or not. Then i kind of panicked when i brushed the right side of my teeth and realised they were insensitive to my toothbrush movements.

Then suddenly, i realised...

I was still wearing my retainers.

~*~*~*~*~*~

Yeap :)

Ain't it pretttyy???? The best part is, IT'S MINE. :D:D

My 19th Be-early Birthday gift :)

Thanks darling, i couldn't have asked for anything more.

i love you :)

Wanna see how good my babe can do in the photo-taking department?

(Probably another way to say 'wanna see who cam-whored with my iPhone?' hehe..)

*CHEESE*

Hahaha.. What? I was pulling a 'funny face'.

Saiful!

Lyndylyndylyndy :)

You know when i first got my babe, i played with it the whole day at uni, lol. Can't help it! Damn jakun right? But as prove that i did do my work, Cheng Theng took photo of me doing work. Lol.

Ohgod, management.

~*~*~*~*~*~

I've got a few interesting photos that would light up my day just by looking at them :)

Woah, like real only!

My two favourite guys playing tennis. :)

I miss you I miss I miss you, Charissaaaaaa!!!!!

I just feel happy looking at it :p maybe, it's the colour.

And lastly, i always save the best for the last. :)

VOGUE

I'll leave the speaking to the pictures.

Clickety Click to see the rest of the photos :)

I hope you had fun reading this post as much as i did typing it out. Haha..

Until the next time,

Lovessssssssssssssss,

Lilian

Product-ive

2009-07-16T01:30:00.002+08:00

Catch up with friends ~~~ Checked
Exercise ~~~ Checked
Broke ~~~ Checked

I guess i can safely say that this 3 weeks holiday was rather productive :) At least more productive than the ones i had before. My usual holiday routine: wake up, breakfast, watch tv, sleep, watch tv, sleep. Aahahha.. surprisingly, this time round, it ain't following this cycle anymore! In fact, i find it hard to find time to watch tv.

So, that means that i actually have stuff to blog about!! it's been awhile since i had anything to blog about unless you want to hear about my BORING daily uni routine. So, stay tuned for further updates. LOVE :)

Here i am

2009-05-18T22:15:00.004+08:00

My stupid Nokia 6500 keeps hanging, i really can't take it no more. Halfway through a call, i'll hear same weird alien-like noise, that's when i'll know my phone starts hanging again, then the call will cut off and my phone'll restart itself. -.-

And lately, it has started to play jokes on me by hanging every now and then when i'm sending a message, or browsing through pictures. To solve the hanging problem, i have to take out the batteries a couple of times before it's usesable again.

So, i was thinking and also persuading my dad to get me this:

Yea, kinda expected right. I know what you're going to say, "Another person wanting an iphone? What's new?"

Lol. I know, but i was scouting around, and i still think iphone would be the best choice for me. After all i love apple products. having an iphone means i'll be having an ipod with me as well :) that's just awesome.

But you know what? i should stop dreaming about getting an iphone cause most probably i won't be getting one, unless my nokia 6500 damages itself into bits and pieces. So till then, i'll have to compromise with my faulty phone.

~*~*~*~*~*~

I'm so sorry for my MIA, it's been pretty busy lately. As far as i can remember i started Uni in March and now's May right? You know what? my exam's in June.

I feel like i've just started uni and now i have to sit for my finals. WOOT? It's all happening so fast, i think i'm starting to panic. I've not even started studying a teeny weeny bit yet. On top of that, i still have assignments :(:( I really don't want to imagine how my second or third year in uni will be like. Honeeestly.

~*~*~*~*~*~

You can officially call me BORING now. Yes, i am that kind of person now. All i do is go Uni, then go home. Okay, not so bad, but you get the idea. I really have no life already.

I'm so awfully sorry that i have no pictures to post because i was being such a boring person. So hopefully after my exams i wouldn't stay this way, or someone will have to brand "BORING" on my forehead for real.

Yes, as much as i would like to be interesting, i have to go study and do money and capital market tutorial. About that, omg, me being so stupid, took money and capital market this semester, which everybody told me has like the lowest passing rate among all year 1 subjects. I have no clue half the things the textbook is trying to explain. So, HELP. Do you feel my pain now? sobs.

...

2009-03-17T23:11:00.004+08:00

There there, as i promised to show you.

I don't look that bad, right?? This is what i'll have to stick with for the rest of my 3 year degree program. I have no clue why i look so pale when you really should've seen the amount of makeup i put on that day.

I'm not much of a makeup person but hey, i have to keep this ID for my entire course okay?! i really didn't want to risk looking like zombie-that-just-got-out-of-bed.

~*~*~*~*~

I'm suppose to be reading microecon now so i can do my tutorial questions, but look, i'm on my blog again. Let's just say i'll do anything to escape studying.
Okay, i feel guilty now, i shall go. So, nite nite.

BJ Club

2009-03-11T19:07:00.004+08:00

It makes me feel so frustrated not being able to find a blog template that i like. It's just saddening, you know? I know i'm weird but whenever i blog, or want to blog, i'll picture how the blog post would look like when i post it up. And if my imagination fails to interest me, i'll have no inspiration, thus i'll just not blog at all.

So, if you've come across a nice template, leave a comment and the URL? Pretty please? Just a simple one will do. I was thinking white :)

Yesterday during lunch hour in uni, the Dance Club gave a stunning performance. So, it got me thinking if i should join although i can't dance at all. A duck probably dance better than me.

Dearie
Lilian

"Hey, dear, you wanna join dance club with me?"
"Are you serious??"
"I was just thinking of it."
"Aww man, why can't my girlfriend join clubs like chess club? Why must my girlfriend always go for things like dancing club?"
"Chess club?"
"Yea, the dancing club is like a BJ club"
"BJ club?"
"The Boob Jiggling Club. Did you see the dancers yesterday? They were shaking so violently."

AHAHAHHAHA.. :)

So far, uni is not likeable to me. Seriously.

The textbooks each weigh 3kg, i swear. :(:( All words and no pictures!! Why can't they write the book like sejarah books with pictures of people fighting? Instead of people fighting, maybe they can put pictures of people doing business, you get what i mean?

Now, i'm reading this book called "Marshmallows for Breakfast" by my favourite author, Dorothy Koomson. :):) makes me a happy girl reading it.

Actually, i'm trying to kill time now waiting for the printer to print my lecture notes. Stupid inkjet printer taking 23943209480239840932 minutes to finish printing. Printing one page takes at least 1 minute. i'm printing 40 over pages, so 40 mins?? gosssshhh.. Okay, i'm going off now. Toodlessss..

Bird Poop

2009-03-06T22:29:00.004+08:00

It's been a while hasn't it?

Uni is pretty overwhelming. They just throw all the assessments that i'm suppose to do in this four months at my face. I'm feeling sick already. First week and i have work to do already.

Know what i hate most?
The long hours of having to be in Uni. However, my timetable kinda rocks compared to the people doing Engineering and Science :p I only have 12 hours of study per week. :D:D

I woke up late this morning and well, took a little too long to get ready and was late 20 mins for my tutorial. So malu-fying, i tell you. Everybody was sitting on their individual computers and me walking in saying, "sorry sorry."

Then later, my tutor mocked me asking, "why were you late?? Cannot find parkin ah?"

And me being such an honest girl told him, "i woke up late"

Gone the impression i was planning to give.

~*~*~*~*~

The most interesting part of the day would have been during lunch. Gosh, bird shit day.

We were having lunch in Medan. So, we were sitting under the trees eating. But how on earth would we know that birds keep shitting there???!

Su-Jean got poop on her shoulder. And it looked freakingly disgusting. It was watery and had brown brown solids. yucck yuck. and it splattered on my hand and pants. OMG.

After cleaning up, quan yuan bought me a new plate of lunch cause i refused to eat mine. (I was afraid that the watery shit went into my rice and mixed with the curry. Yuck.)

The minute quan yuan sat down, another pile of white watery bird poop fell onto quan yuan's hand.

What do you think? Of course we shifted!

Omg, i swear i'm not going to medan and sit under those trees again.

And when i came home, i just came to noticed there was some dirty stuff on my car, which looks like, you've guessed it, BIRD POOP.

UNI

2009-02-25T15:19:00.003+08:00

The 3 months holiday i had just passed, so fast like the snap of the finger. No more long hours on the couch eating potato chips while watching Supernatural. No more, lying on the bed the whole day. No more just chilling and doing nothing.

To sum up this holiday, it doesn't even feel like a holiday, i tell ya. Longest holiday in STUDIES history for me and yet it doesn't feel anything like a holiday. What nonsense.

~*~*~*~*~

Owh, and yes, i started my UNI orientation week at MONASH last monday, 23rd of february. In fact, i'm in uni now, on the Monash computer in the Library. The stuffies here so canggih seriously.

They have this machine where you can borrrow books without going through all the hassle of queing and stamping. Like you can just scan your books yourself. Super awesome. One day, i'll take picture of the cun machine and show you k. Okay, i realised i sound really jakun.

I mean seriously, the library here rocks compared to taylors library. Thank god, i'm out of there.

Also, i went and take my photo for my Monash ID today. I don't look ugly. THANK GOD. THANK YOU GOD. But i don't look good either. Wait till i go home, i'll upload the picture.

Okay, quan yuan's here, see you, byebye.

Gossip Girl

2009-02-15T18:11:00.001+08:00

I HATE YOU, DAN HUMPHREY, I HATE YOU.

You just ruined my day. STUPID DAN.

I'm a selfish bitch, SO WHAT?!

2009-02-11T01:29:00.003+08:00

"You disgust me" was what he said.

My head spinning, thoughts twirling, now who do i turn to? You know what, i have only myself to rely on for this.

Just me myself and i.

:) :( Mixed Feelings

2009-02-08T22:33:00.009+08:00

I tell you my dad is just brilliant. BRILLIANT i tell you.

We drove back from kota kemuning with 21km of petrol.

The fuel indicator was showing that the petrol tank was empty. Fine. My dad went to 2 petrol station on the highway but didn't pump any petrol. So fine.

OHGOSH. and when we approached Damansara, thank god!! there was this esso station but no, my dad wanted to go to mobil near centerpoint. so great la my dad.

We approached a traffic light, and the display showed 12km of petrol. Yea la, we thought it was safe d.

Then suddenly i just blurted out saying, "you know, that display might show wrong information. It might not be accurate."

"Ahaha.. now that you mention, it has been 12km for quite some time. It might just suddenly turn zero", said my dad.

At that moment, the display turned 0 km.

"Turn off that air cond. I'm not pushing a car"

Don't worry, i didn't have to push any car. phew.

My dad said and i quote, "Wasn't it just exciting?!" -.-

~*~*~*~*~

Gosh, i miss fun timessss....

I miss those bangsar trips..

Posing with cool cars..

for kids.

nice right? If i were to be still a kid, this would be my dream car :DChic or not?!

i have the tendency of cropping off people's face.No! i'm not an attention seeker!!
:D:D

After hours of searching and trying clothes, cheng theng found her treasure:

and mine was a pair of shorts with a handprint.

Bangsar trip again, cheng theng? :D:D

~*~*~*~*~
I miss times at the park with my darlings.

Khei skywalker.

Jo and khei on the twister.

my personal favourite. The Air Bike. It's super cool.Jojo, come back!! i miss you banyak banyak!!

I'm feeling emo :(:(
Everybody's leaving!!!!!!!!!

My darlyns since form 1....

Grace-London
Mun Kit-Aussie, Perth
Joanne-Aussie, Melbourne
Rui Zhen-Aussie, Melbourne
Jessica-Aussie

ARE ALL GOING OVERSEASSSS(or already there)... :(:( bloody hell.
You all ditch me oneeeeee.. i'm all aloneeeeeee!!!!!SOBS.

Who's gonna teman me go concerts? who's gonna give me make up advice and help in do my makeup since i'm so useless in that department! Who's gonna give me gossips? who's gonnna listen to me rant and crap with meee???

i sayang you all laaa.. That's why i rant la. I'm gonnna miss you all so so sooo MUCHO GRANDE.

Then Sean and Justin alsoo leavinggg... sobs.

I'm gonna miss you guys whenever i think back on college days. My college days would be incomplete without you two clowns. :D

Our daily arguments justin, i'll miss those. Actually i miss irritating you cause you're irritating. LOL!! But i'm sure as hell will miss your presence in malaysia. I forgive you for calling me blonde cause i know you don't mean it. and i'm not blonde, i have black hair. :D

Seanaaaa, i'm gonna miss you!! The way you point your finger, lol, classic *imitates sean*, will never forget it. Gosh, i'm so not forgiving you for always stealing my lime light. Especially on the last day of college where you wore lime green shirt!! COPY MEE!! When i'm suppose to get all the attn. LOL.

Thanks you guys for making my college days so memorable. :D

Okay, i finish emoing d.

On a random note, i wanna go Rihanna's concert. Daddy said he'll sponsor me. Anyone up for it? i hope tickets are not sold out. Please please.

LILIAN' S BACK

2009-02-01T16:37:00.004+08:00

I'm finally back home and i can't be more happy. It seems very appropriate to put the saying "Home sweet home". :)

China was well, VERY cold. Which is probably the reason why i'm down with a cough and body ache all over. The lowest temperature i have experienced in china was about -18 degrees celcius. Well, of course, i wore so many layers!! BUT i still feel cold. -.-

The minute i touched down in Malaysia, i was wondering, "wth, so hot la in malaysia." probably got used to the cold weather :p

But anyhow, the trip was great, not to mention tiring as well. I had to board the plane 4 times in 8 days. Me no likey.

I must say, the ice sculptures and snow sculptures in Harbin made my trip worth it, really. It just blew my mind away. They were sooooooooooooo bloody beautiful!!! I have never really fancied ice. But OMG, the ice sculptures just took my breath away.

They had this slide made out of ice. So i decided to go on it, then this stupid yong yuen, came down the slide behind me and pushed me down all the way full speeedddd. YONG YUEN, you mean pig!!!! My ass still hurts okay?! PFFFTT..

Also, i got to go skiing. :D:D But hell, this time i fell 3 timess!!!!! Gossssshhh.. it was soooo fun. Okay, i'll tell you the rest of the story when i've uploaded the picturess. :)

2009-01-24T20:07:00.002+08:00

I'm leaving my house in approximately 15 mins. Yesyes. So rushing for time here.

Just wanted to drop by to say

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!

Notice it's in red. Red means prosperity for chinese and it brings luck ;)

I wish you loads of luck and prosperit :D Well, let me see if there's any comps in harbin. Hopefully yes. I'll see you then.

Till then, LOVEEEEE,

Lilian

Womaniser

2009-01-09T22:21:00.005+08:00

Ahhh.. The comfort of being able to coop up behind the door of my room..

Well, i was just thinking about my goals for this year. And i made a list. :)

Lilian's Goals for 2009

1) Super good grades in Uni(regardless of where i'm going)

2) Be on TIME

3) Exercise Regime (Urgent!! I need one)

maybe yoga/swimming/gym

4) Control temper (yea, i have a bad temper, mind you)

5) Earn cash

6) Run for President for student council/club/activities

7) Join committees

8) Do charity

9) READ, READ, READ (at least 20 books this year)*i'm working on 2*

10) Sing on stage

So, what's your goal for 2009?

Well, you can be the witnesses and see whether all these goals of mine happens before the end of the year.

~*~*~*~*~

That day, i thinking out loud to myself and i realised i was 19.

The equation

19 = OLD!

struck my mind. Gosh, i feel old.

I was discussing with a joanne that 18 seems like the optimum age, the age where we are legal to drive, drink and go to clubs.

BUT, on the other hand, 19, is the age where it SPELLS

"Y-O-U A-R-E G-E-T-T-I-N-G O-L-D!!"

Not that i'm complaining i'm growing up, okay, i am complaining that i am growing up. BUT BUT, i don't even look 19! i look like a 12 year old, for gods sake. I'm not complaining because i'll be thankful for that in the future when i'm older and wrinkler.

~*~*~*~*~

Today i went stationery shopping and bought note books (what? they're nice okay?!) and drawing blocks (not for drawing! i can't draw nuts. It's for mind mapping, you doink).

I was picking out some drawing blocks and i wanted to check out the 350gsm ones (the thicker range drawing paper for old painting). Then the sales guy came up to me and asked if i needed help. So, i requested to feel the paper.

Then it was then he asked, "You do oil painting?" and i just smiled and said nothing.
Well, what do you think?! if i told him i buy oil painting paper to do mind map, he'll laugh his ass off! Okay, not that you won't. But still.

I thought that was the end of our communication. But he just had to ask, "Wahh, you so professional, can do oil painting ar..?"
I just merely smiled. I mean i do painting, but does the BUNCHO paint count as oil painting? I don't think so. ahahha..

He asked again, "What's the difference between acrylic painting and oil painting?"
OMG, how on earth would i know?! I was just standing there, stoning, figuring what to come up with. OHGOSH, i should've just told him i'm buying the paper to do mind map. Finally, i just told him, "I dunno" and that was the truth.

Later on, he tried to sell me the painting stand, and told his friend i do oil painting!! How would i know no answering his question would put me in such position?! Thank god i manage to escape and stayed far away from him for the rest of the time in the shop.

~*~*~*~*~

YOU KNOW, i'm officially a chauffeur for my siblings. I'm now obliged to fetch them everyday to their tuition and activities. And it's not on certain days but EVERYDAY from monday to saturday. :( i have officially no life.

And today, when i left early from OU to fetch them to tuition, BOTH of them sat at the back of the car, treating me like their official chauffeur already. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT!!!!?? Worst part is, my sister told her teacher she preferred my brother over meeeee :(:(:(

Okiess, i'm off to pack. :) TOODLES..

PS. I will be heading up to penang and up north tomorrow. So i won't be around till around mid next week, ermm.. 14th Jan 2009. Don't bother checking for updates these few days, there won't be any.
PPS. DAN and SERENA are back together!!! I like them together so mucho! Okay, i take back my 'I HATE DAN' warrant.
PPPS. I've got stories to tell, wedding stories, as well as my new year's eve and my little outings. So, stay tuned. :)

Stolen

2009-01-06T21:05:00.004+08:00

God, it's one of those days where i experience drastic mood swings for no reason. Blame the hormones for being imbalance!

One moment i'm so moody i can't afford to pull up my muscles and form a smile. The other moment it's as if i'm high on sugar.

Now i've finally got the mood to update. Nope, i haven't been too busy to update. It's just that, everytime i try to update, the words just don't seem like they're coming to me. So, they are now. :) thank god. I didn't wanna leave my blog un-updated for any longer.

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SAM reopened yesterday and well, being semangat-ed all, i headed to taylors college to sell off my used SAM books and calculator. :):) Let's just say i'm officially not broke anymore. :D

To earn that few hundred bucks, it caused me sun burn on my cheeks. Ouch. Okay, it's not that bad. Just a bit of flushing, but stilll!! i had to go round saying, "are you interested in SAM books and calculators?", "SAM books and calculator for sale".

Worst of all is that the current SAM students complained it was like "pasar malam (night market)" when we tried selling them books. You know what?! I curse whoever who said that!! I curse you! You're gonna do the same damn thing next year, so just shut up. If you don't want to purchase any second hand books, just mind your own business and it's not like any of the ex-SAM students owe you anything okay?! We can survive without your support anyways.

Gosh, i'm so upset. UPSET i tell you!

OWH, i almost forgot. I purchased Java Chip Ice blended from Starbucks today. While i was drinking, i found this hard, unchewable-like white chip was in my drink. And there were loads of it. When i examined it, it was plastic-ky and so hard, i can't even break it with bare hands.

Now now, i paid rm 15 for my drink, and they serve me some crap, which i'm not even sure is edible and is even hard like rock IN MY DRINK! can you believe it?! But to make matters look better, the people and starbucks immediately apologised and replaced my drink. They explained that it was hardened sugar.

You know what, i don't believe.

I'm just so upset. Seeee, i told you, mood swing. :( bare with me.

Then yesterday, when i "trying" to sell off my books, this guy came up to me,
"Would you like to get SAM books?"
"Nope", I said, "I'm selling too"
"Wah, you look very young ar"
"Oh yea, i look 12, thank you"

-.-

Do i really look so young? okay, i should really be grateful cause when i am 40 i'm going to look only 30 ;) see who's talking now. ahahha.. no botox needed. :D

Okay, enough of being emo, let's try a happier note. I totally recommend IP MAN. (Internet Protocol MAN yea, sean?)

I would give it 5 stars out of 5. I knew it would be good, but i didn't expect it to be THAAAAAT good. I totally LOVED it.

Go watch it if you haven't. It's not all fighting. It's about IP Man standing up for his people. Pretty funny and touching. :) Bet you didn't expect that. Well, i didn't.

Okay, i need to go bathe now, will update about the recent events soon.

tataaa for nowwww :):)

Magic inside your fingertips

2008-12-24T21:45:00.007+08:00

Owh, nothing's been happening much lately. I finally got to do my usual holiday routine. The waking up at 12 noon accompanied with lying on the couch watching supernatural for hours.

But like every other holiday, i would have this yearly spring clean for my room. This year's quite productive, i would say. Threw out sooooo many things that my drawers are actually quite empty now! It's never been empty! I guess i just hold on to sooo many objects because they had somekind of sentimental value. But i guess this year, i kind of let go of em, so, all of them are either with the garbage truck now or in the store room waiting to be sold off. I spent about 2 hours cleaning part of my closet this afternoon. Now my clothes are so much or organise, it saves me time from searching for them.

Remember i mentioned that i was heading to a -20 degrees celcius place in China called Harbin for chinese new year? Think of the ang paos i'm missing out!!!! :(:( Anyways, we went winter clothing shopping. We told mum we wanted something more fashionable and not winter clothing that make us look like complete moron in other people's country. I remember i went Korea early this year, we bought the conventional type of winter clothing there, and gosh, we looked like aliens there. People on the street were wearing super nice winter clothings with different designs and cutting. And those korean girls were wearing tights in -10 degree celcius weather, brrrr... when i was all wrapped up and still freezing. It's just some things girls would do to look good.

So, we headed to winter time since they were having sales. The jackets there were all so last season. :( Why don't they import any fashionable+able to keep warm jackets?? I was bored out of my wits and managed to pick out a red beanie.

I told you i'm bored out of my wits!

I told you the jackets look horrible.

My brother requested me to take picture of his "sexy leg". ahahha..
Well, clearly, we were both bored out of our wits.

Just a couple of days ago, i finally downloaded Gossip Girl Season 2! Finally right? Yes, i'm VERY outdated. I've finished episode 7 and i have episode 8 waiting for me in my comp :) Gosssh, i hate Dan!!! i hate him i hate hiim. I mean i use to like Dan so much, but you know, he can be such a biatch, i tell you, going out with that girl after breaking up with Serena again. i sooo wanted to slap him. Grrr... But i like Serena all the time except for the earlier parts of season 2 where she acted all queen bee like. I thought it was Blair's job being mean! Don't get me wrong, i like Blair alot too, i like her mean-ness. It wouldn't be gossip girl without her, would it?

Well, SAM results came out recently. and i would say i'm pretty contempted with my results. They were not coated with flying colours, but about what i expected it to be. All you gotta know is that I'm over and done with SAM. :)

Here's prove:

Although i don't celebrate christmas, but I would like to wish all of you a

VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS

I wish you a merry christmas,
I wish you a merry christmas,
I wish you a merry CHRRRRIIISTTTMAsssss...
and a Happpy New Year.

:)

Voyage de Malacca

2008-12-21T15:40:00.005+08:00

There, this is the Malacca Post that i promised :)

On the 2nd of December, the 15 of us, which includes the girls, Kar May, Cheng Theng, Wei Jing, Wai Teng, and the guys Justin Chong, Justin Lim, Sean, Ridhwan, Jason, Jayson, Xavian, Benma, Jonathan and me myself headed down to malacca for a 3 days 2 nights trip.

DAY 1

Sean, Kar May and I took transnational bus down to malacca from Puduraya Bus Station.

And started doing what we do best---- Cam-whoring. ahaaha..
But first, let me show you the bus, kinda cool.

Not bad, eh? for RM12

Say 'CHEESE'.

Peace *I love my fingernails* and Sean

Kar May and I

I look so darn dorky with glasses. But it's definitely a good tool to make me look like a good student. Hehe.. Wait, don't miss the point, I AM, a good student

We reached in Malacca after 2 hours in the bus. We then went to check out our hotel room in Seri Costa, which is better than i expected it to be. After that was lunch for us at this nyonya place that serves fried noodles and curry laksa.

And their cendol is definitely better than the sucky ones we have in KL.

After lunch, we've decided to walk for abit around malacca. But who knows it would be as if baking ourselves under the sun? Worse part to accompany that was that there was no wind at all!! Can you believe it, it was as if i was bathing in my own sweat. Urgh.. Disgusting.

The Mexican Waiter

With the Old Antique Non Functioning Train.
We then climbed some stairs up to Saint Peter's Church:

It's a pretty run down church i would say.
But the church gets its glamour when we cam-whore with it :)

Gosh, wei jing and i are such dramaqueens! Haha.

Sayangs to kar may and cheng theng

Loving this pic :)

Tell me, ain't the view of Malacca and the people just Fantabulous?
We came across a playground at the bottom of the hill-y place, so we indulged ourselves with the playground equipments. Boy, i must say, we must have looked a little teeeny weenny bit too old for the playground.

Especially Justin!

Going round and round and round..
We came across this under construction mini ancient Dutch defense wall. And the construction worker told us the government spend a few million on that construction project.

Those red bricks cost a bomb!

And they have such nice grass that attracted Sean

AND AND, this super cool glass bridge that we can take picture from below

On the super cool glass bridge

It got so stuffy we headed back to the hotel. Took a long cool shower and settled to watch 'SAW' on jason's laptop. Hehe.. yea, we're quite outdated. Personally, i liked the movie, have that love+hate relationship with the movie. For example, i love suspense but hate it that i have to be suspensed. Haha.. WHAT?

Look how engrossed we were in the movie

For dinner, we dined at this cultural food court near our hotel.

During dinner.

Next on the itinery was 'Taming Sari tower'. To me, it looks like a solero shot, a much slower version. I've blogged about the tower before in my previous posts. So yea, it's not the first time i'm on it.

While waiting for our ride..

Peace

Hmmm.. who would have thought Jon would be scared of heights? Haha.. I'm reliving the moment in the ride itself.

Jayson and xavian with their signature smiles

We were actually looking for carrefour before coming to this big field on top of the shopping mall. Gawd, just check out the pictures. They speak for themselves. I just love em.

Sean said we made him look looooong. Haha.

Don't you just love the lightings?

I love the 2 pictures above. The lighting effect and the grass just makes it so nostalgic. Totally digging it
And that's one of the reasons why i love ridhwan's DSLR cam too.

love it.

Cool ain't it?

This picture is just priceless

The guys at their kungfu poses

A private moment with Ridhwan's Olympus DSLR :D

Finally, we got our asses to Carrefour and got our cups and food. As well as a few pictures :)

Owh, and we also saw a lingerie brand name after me, ‘Lilian’. Haha. When we saw it, kar may asked if I wanted a picture, I said no.

Later on, Justin chong came to me, flicked out his phone and said to me, “guess what I came across?”, revealing a picture with lingerie and the brand ‘Lilian’. Ahaha..

The night was wrapped up with jason and justin mixing us drinks with these:

~*~*~*~*~

DAY 2

On the next day, we headed to the seaside and took pictures with canons :)

Omg, justin and reed having their titanic moment on a canon. HAha.

Justin Lim:"Hot, hot, hot"

Chu Yok's favourite pose while snoozing

Us with the Canon.

After that, we headed for the jeti to Pulau Besar. OMG, it was sooooo empty. There was practically nobody else there except us. Worst of all, they didn't even have food at Pulau Besar. Could you believe it?

I was starving my guts out. But thank god, there was beach to distract me.

In the Ferry:

Silly things we do at the beach:

Burying our feet

Being as free as birds.

Starfish. StarKarMay.

Pretending to push each other into the waters.

Ahaha.. Catch me?

Nicey Pictures taken on the beach:

My jewels

All of Us.

Reed and i

I'll give you reasons why i LOVE Reed's DSLR:

#1# It takes super cun EMO pictures. I like emo pictures :)

#2# And it captured the beauty of the sea.

#3# It's also able to capture the beauty of nature through its lens.

Seeing How fascinated i was, Reed allowed me to snappy snap pictures with it:

Justin Wustin you're such a poser

A half candid shot (because i told reed to act cool abit for the shot)

HAHAHA. Classic. (this is the most decent pic of the lot that i have)

Cam-whored.

In conclusion, i want a DSLR of my own. Please please please, santa, i hope you're reading.

Before we left that place,

We marked our names on the sand temporarily. We marked yours too, wei lin :)

Lilian + rocks underneath = Lilian Rocks
Haha.. Cheng theng's idea. :)
On the way back, all of us were so exhausted, most of us fell asleep in the ferry. In less than half an hour in the ferry, justin chong turned famous.

Man, justin, you're famous! Especially when asleep.

Well, of course there are other famous people as well, such as:

Justin Lim

Xavian Ang

Dinner was at the Portuguese village that night.

They claim that the ice kacang in the spanish village is soooo good. I guess it has its qualities

Later in the night we headed to the beach and stood there like the picture above and talked and talked and talked.

We headed back the hotel about midnight and majority of them went out to mamak, satay and i cooped up and went to bed. What a good girl and fun sucker i am to myself right? ahahah..

DAY 3

We didn't do much on the last day, packed up and went for chicken rice balls then it was the bus station to get home.

OMG, you know how long this post took me to finish?!
I hope you enjoyed it though.

LOVELOVELOVE,
Lilian

The December Bug

2008-12-19T14:29:00.003+08:00

15th December 2008

Trip to Penang was pretty much nothing much. Except that i have gotten shoe supply for uni next year :) Mummy was being so generous and got me 5 pair of shoes. I'm a happy girl :):)

~*~*~*~*~
I've scored a White Converse jacket from Converse Warehouse Sales for Quan Yuan :) It was pretty worth it. But still, it wasn't that cheap.

We haven't gone on an actual date thing for awhile. Usually, we would be doing running some errand before the date then spend time together. Or we would be too lazy to head out and just watch a movie at my house.

I enjoyed myself so much that night :).

Dinner was at Marche. I had chicken spaghetti, which was okay, and quan yuan had rosti with bacon and a lamb sausage.

Talk about ideas and concept, for example marche, they use a market concept, people pay to go there for their environment. Simple ideas that sometimes we overlook can earn millions even billions. Not bad, huh?
I'm so working on my billion dollar idea. Haha..

Choking on my own saliva

Dearie

at first, i thought it's a christmas tree. Until about an hour later, i told quan yuan, "Omg, this is not a christmas tree"
Well, i mean technically, they hung decorations on it, that made my subconcious mind tell me it's a christmas tree.

We were SO lucky to see snow in Curve.

NAh, those white "snow" is just soap.
How nice if Malaysia snowed for a day. :) Then my mum wouldn't have to drag my ass to -20 degrees celcius places.

We headed to Laundry Bar for some drinks.

Quan Yuan and my "June Bug"
I love the drink so much!! I highly recommend it for the ladies.
The flavour's really great.

We watched "The Day the Earth Stood Still". Which, to me, was quite dissapointing. I mean, the trailer was sooooo cun, creating interest in me for this movie, then when i walked in that cinema, i thought so highly of the movie.

The movie wasn't that bad, but it didn't create that "wahhhh, i like this movie" moment. I would watch "house bunny" 10 times than watch "The Day the Earth Stood Still".

Keanu Reeves is good looking, no doubt :D

Do you feel pain?

My body does.

Are you human?

My body is.

Are you aware of an impending attack on planet earth?

You should let me go.

Your Call

2008-12-12T23:07:00.011+08:00

It was about 11.40am when i stepped into the examination hall, just to find 2 guys standing about the table.

In my heart it went something like, "owh, thank god, thank god, guy examiners.. "

I tell you, women examiners can sometimes be such pain in the ass. Through my experience, guy examiners are DEFINITELY nicer, are more capable of controlling their temper and don't show black faces as often. That's only through my observation though. Okay, more like my perception.

I mean i'm not dissing women, of course, because i'm one.

As common courtesy, i greeted them confidently, "Good Afternoon" The examiner checked his watch, cringe up his face and said, "it's not quite afternoon yet, i think it's still morning." (not in a mean way of course)

I played my Improvisation pieces pretty badly. Yikes. There's 2 improvisation pieces. The first one turned out alright, just minor mistakes. However, the second piece is screaming for HELP. I started the piece in G major and ended it in C major. Talk about major screw up.

When i was playing i could feel my right leg tremble so bad. I mean i'm not that nervous but i have no idea why it shook soo badly.

After that the examiners instructed, "The sight playing piece is behind the improvisation piece".

So, me being lilian, took out the piece of paper from the folder holding it and flipped it to the back. Now this time, just to find out nothing's printed on it. A sense of happiness runs through my veins for that one moment.

However, the examiner came over to me laughing, "That's very creative of you"
He then lifts up the folder to reveal the sight playing piece.

-.-
Then, i really didn't know where to bury my face. The image i was trying to portray was an image of a sophisticated girl. With that, gone is my image.

Aahhaa, he meant behind the improvisation piece, as in the next paper. How could i have missed that?!

Overall, the exam-from-hell image i gave myself was very conflicting with the real situation.

Well, because the examiners didn't give me a hard time at all, and so very pretty cool about it, making me feel it's totally alright that i make mistakes. Super cool.

Thank god the examiners didn't scream at me.

I was expecting them to. *grins* I even prepared myself with my stone face before exam, in case they scream.

~*~*~*~*~
After that i met up with 3 people i sayang soooooooooooo much. Sabrina, Charissa, Jamie.

Just wanna let you girls know i enjoyed your company so dearly. Lovelove.

At YMCA, we wrapped presents for the orphans. :) i feel good karma flowing in already. That's because i feel happy knowing i helped in something that would put smiles on those cute faces.

Why don't you try helping others too? I know it won't bring you anything material things, but that feeling that you get knowing someone would smile because of you, priceless.

Picture momento:

My Working spot

Charissa Dearest

Jamie Teng Pom Pom.
Where's Lucifer? *GRINS*

Does my car look like a cockpit?

I had such a great time today. *yawns* i'm tired, gonnna be away for two days. :) see ya soon.

Ciao.

I'm suffocating..!

2008-12-11T19:53:00.007+08:00

I just finished Sophie Kinsella's Undomestic Goddess.

If you love chic lit, just like me :), you'll totally FALL IN LOVE with this book.

It was first published in 2006? Gawd, i feel so outdated.

I dunno, i just LOVE chic lit, maybe because i'm the kind of person who prefers light reading, without much thinking, allowing the story to carry me along. Chic lit is probably one of my getaway from the real world. When the book is picked up, a sense of relax comes over me. And sophie kinsella just blew me off my feet. I TOTALLY LOVE THIS BOOK!!!!

GOGOGO, get the book if you haven't read it. I promise, it'll make you yearn for more. And when i went to the bank that day with this book, the bank officer said to me, "Book ini, best gila kan?"

Lovely.

~*~*~*~*~

I would like apologize for the very lack of update. I'm so sorry. I've been soo soo soo busy lately. If you wonder how come i'm so busy, i'll tell you now okay? I've been travelling NON-STOP visiting doctors.

Yes, it's regarding my nose problem, that sinus problem. I have an ENT in Malacca and this chinese doctor in Penang. Yea, talk about hours lost. And i'm actually going up this Saturday to Butterworth ALONE on the Transnational bus. :(:( Sobs. But my mum'll be there to pick me up la. No worries.

And i've got an appointment next wed as well with my Malacca ENT. GAWD, what people would do for health! ahaha.. My advice, please please, take good care of your health or you might just end up like me, running non stop after doctors.

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Anyways, on a lighter note, i'm going to do some charity tomorrow at YMCA with charissa. Maybe bring some good karma? ahaha. I'm actually going to wrapping presents for orphans in Seremban. How cool is that?

Owh, the torture, i'm going to have electone exam tomorrow morning. Can you believe it?! Yea, i was actually pretty occupied by practising electone too this holiday. But you see, it's all too LATE!!!!!!!!!!! My pieces are okay BUT my improvisation and sight playing just suck balls. OMGGGGG!!!!!!!! I tried practising just now, and i almost tore the electone apart. They sound like fingernails against a blackboard. Eeeek!

I was just thinking of an escape route from the exam. Maybe i could just not attend the exam tomorrow and save myself all the embarassment. The examinors are super mean, i dont wanna face them.... How how??? Someone suggest me an escape route, pretty pleaseeee???

But look on the bright side, if i take this exam and get over with it, although i would probably fling it, it would be over for this holiday. If i don't take it, my mum's gonna screw me over.

Haihzzz

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I promise a proper update after all that busy-ness is over okay? Promise promise. I'm actually working on a post on my Malacca trip. Stay tuned for that. :)

PS. Anyone going to Converse Warehouse Sale?? Gimme a call? I'm going :D

Teddy

2008-11-29T01:31:00.000+08:00

Running out of ideas for gifts?

Why not get your own DIY teddy bear for your loved ones? It'll have so much more sentimental value since you made it yourself. Plus, you can customise your bear. how cool is that? The whole process of it just rocks. AND, the bear comes with a birth certificate!! Awesomeness.

One the 27th of November 2008, ben, xavian, kar may and me hunted down ben's girlfriend's anniversary present. You've guessed it, the DIY bear.

Let's see how ben did it :D

Sort of instructions?

I love the fact that they allow us to choose the design and material of the bear. Pretty cool, huh? The bears come in all sorts of colours and it's hollow inside.

Ben picked his and decided on a goldish brown bear.

This machine is to stuff cotton wool into the bear to make it blow up into a real teddy. :)

Allow ben to demonstrate:

As Cheng Theng said and i quote " The special thing about teddies is that they have a tummy."

Check out the teddy in the pic, it has a tummy!

After ben thinks he's teddy is stuffed with enough cotton wool, the teddy has to be given a heart. Ben chose one which says 'Love'. And the heart is placed inside the chest of the teddy on the left. :)

Just like a new born baby, the new born teddy is

Weighed:

And Measured:

And these measurements are recorded to make a birth certificate.

Ben filling in the details in teddy's birth certificate.

Now it's time to dress teddy.

Hmmm, which one do you think is nice?

Which one do you think ben chose?
Football jersey?

Smart casual?

Decisions decisions.. There's just soo many to choose from.

I personally would choose this one. It's a bikini. :) pink somemore.Ben finally made his decision.

Dressing teddy

Pants on.

AND TADA!!

Teddy's all dressed in a tuxedo.

Good choice ben. :)

Look how smart teddy looks.

Look closely, there's a bow tie!! How cute.

Kar May and Teddy

and finally, ben had to

Seal the deal to bring teddy home.

Kar May and i just had to cam-whore with it. We just couldn't resist its charm!! haha..

Weeee..

Awww.. Ain't it cute?

Kar May and teddy

Teddy and i

Wooji wooji. i wish it was alive.

Like it? We got it from One Utama, inside U Parkson, on the kids floor.
Gogo, get one for your loved ones and put a smile on their faces.

A Night To Remember

2008-11-28T00:53:00.002+08:00

I'm so awfully sorry for the lack of updates! Sorry sorry sorry a million times. You see, after SAM exams, i was actually more busy than exams period itself. Have been on the move non stop since exams finished. That makes it quite alot to blog about and no time to blog.

So, let's see.. I'll start where i left off from the last post---After Accounts paper.

19th November 2008

Event: SAM Coroboree @ Sunway Lagoon Resort and Spa

It was one of the last times i was going to see some of my friends for this year. Everybody going their own separate ways. I tell you, i HATE goodbyes. :( it makes me feel all tingly in my stomach, tears swelling up in the corners of my eyes, get the picture? And to mark the end of SAM, the event called SAM Coroboree was organised. This event was organised solely for the students and teachers of SAM. And half of SAM was there!

The sad thing was i didn't know majority of the people there. Can you imagine? walking around and realise you haven't seen so many faces before. I was actually holding the camera, scouting for people to take picture with. What a saddist i am.

Everything was kind of last minute for me.
Hair appointment was only done the day before! yikes.

For my hair, i was attempting this:

Isn't her hair fabulous?

While the hairstylist was putting in 123123876213 (nola, bout 20+) pins in my hair,

Can you count em?

The sky turned so dark, the wind started blowing and thunder started rolling in. It was like my worst nightmare. I've been praying all day so that it wouldn't rain. And it just had to. Worse part is, quan yuan's car was parked a distance from the hair saloon.

The rain was so heavy, i couldn't risk walking under the rain and get my hair ruined after one and a half hours sitting on the chair, getting my hair done.

Quan yuan took off his shoes and socks, walked into the rain bare footed with an umbrella, :), to get his car so i could get on. :):) at that moment, i felt like the luckiest girl.

Then, i was half an hour late for my make-up appointment due to such sucky weather. But thank god, the makeup artist was such a nice guy, he waited for me :)

He's damn damn damn damn good.
I told him i wanted to emphasise on my eyes to make it look bigger.
Hence he gave me smoky eyes, but not to the maximum.

The end result of the hairdo and makeup:

Thank you dearie. Thank you so much. I would be so in trouble without you there with me that day. :) thank you so much for everything. Thank you for teman-ing me the whole day, running around, waiting for me, buying me yummy subway burgers and sushi cause you're afraid i'll be hungry :) thank you for being such a great boyfriend.

I love you.

The dress + the clutch +the shoes

I thought reaching at 7.00pm was late. For once, there were so many people later than me! It's definitely a change. Haha.

While waiting for everybody, we camwhored in the lobby. :) Let me share it with you

Me. Cheng Theng.
I love how they've done your hair behind. SOo lovely.

Me. Wai Teng
I love you dress. :):) and your necklace too.

You look so sweet girly. :)

Carmen, me.
You look gorgeous, carmen.

Wei Guan and i.
Loving the red, sequins and the back of the dress.

My life support in college.
Wei Lin, Cheng Theng, Me, Wai Teng, Wei Jing, Jia Huay, Kar May

Can you believe that the entire day, the standard response i got from everybody when i see them is, "OMG, i didn't recognise you, lilian." or they'll give me a weird expression that people give when they don't know who you are. Not until i speak a few words.

Justin Chong even walked past me without saying 'hi' cause he thought i was some random girl. I thought he so biadap somemore.

The lightings. It looked way better real life though.

After proceeding into the ball room, we cam-whored somemore. :D

Gawd, Jyun Narn's sooooo tall!!

Me. Sher Min.

You look gorgeous girly.

Mind you, i'm pretty bad with compliments.

Whenever some one comes up to tell you your dress looks gorgeous, you normally tell them how beautiful theirs is. But i don't know why that standard expression can slip my mind.

Instead, i said, "owh, i bought it for rm110" with a big smile.

My point is, i'm so sorry for depriving you girls from the compliments i should've given to you.

I really loved your dresses. Each and everyone looked gorgeous that night.

Let me make it up to you by telling you how gorgeous you all looked that night? Okay?

Cheng Theng, me, Kar May

Cheng Theng and i.

There were a few speeches given. After that was a string of performance while we were served with food.

This performance by the lecturers was so good! can you see the guy with the afro hair? He was so awesome d0ing that booty shaking 70s style to Dancing Queen music in the background.

There was also an arabian dance.
Half way through the performance, i thought one of the dancers is pregnant. Seriously. Her stomach was big only towards her lower abdomen, and it's sharp-ish.

So i told it to justin and was arguing.
Suddenly the performance finished, music faded, and i still was yelling, "No, she's pregnant! I'm serious. Look at her stomach!"

I really hope she didn't hear that. yikes.

Kah Shin and i.
Loving your dress. It's so chic.

Joanne P and i
I love the colour of your dress. Turqoise is always my favourite.

Zhen, Joanne Chen, me, Wei Guan

Me, Wai Teng, Wei Jing
Wei jing, i love those lashes. So loooonnnnggg.

There was this quiz about SAM programme and we got 3rd place. :D
I'm so proud of it.
Okay, the truth is, we probably won something because our table was one of the few tables that wanted to participate.
Theory is, less participants, higher chance of winning.
But i would like to think that there was at least 10 participants.

I even said, "i wanna do the quiz, i wanna win something."

And true enough, we won and we got this:

Which i gave away. yikes.
And second prize got thumbdrives. Judges must have gave us the bottle because of justin's handwriting. (joking k?)

Jesse and me.

Wei Jing, my cam-whore buddy :) says:

Take 1:

Take 2:

Take 3:

Finally, a true cam-whore picture. Haha.

Justin, my other cam-whore buddy :) says:

Take 1:

Failed. We look like balloons.

Take 2:

Gawd. Still fail.
No true cam-whore picture with you, justin.

Okay, let's get back on track.

Ben and i

Izwan and i

This is Izwan performing 'collide'.

Seana!! and me

Min Hui and i
You look so gorgeous on prom day. :) no kidding.

Wei lin, me, jia huay

You looked so elegant on prom night, wei lin.
I love your dress jia huay. especially the ribbon.

Xavian and i

Isn't the tie a classic?
So cute.

Meet the tie owner, yee keng

Melissa and i
I love your dress!! batik-ish. Totally digging it.

Jonathan(i spelt it correctly right?) and i

You definitely stood out in the crowd, justin lim. :)
Height + a hat.
Totally digging your style

Ridz and i

Asther and i
You look fabulous on prom nite, girly.

May Ling and i
You danced so well!

Phan Jon and i.

Mun Kit and i
I so like the colour of your dress. And your hair so long d!! so jealous. Mine still so short.

Me, Tian Ning, Cheng Theng
You look so pretty on prom, tian ning.

Lindley and i
Looking gorgeous here, Lindley :)

Jason Wong and i.

HAHAHA.
I like the picture
It's just so one of a kind.

And also, i present to you, SAM's prom queen:

I am sooooooo sorry, i'm really really bad with names.

No prom king pictures though, cause i don't know the prom king, malu la if i ask. Later he perasan pulak if i ask.

Also, not forgetting Toilet pictures. I just couldn't resist it. ;)

Cheng Theng and i

Min Hui and mua

Khei Sze and i

AND AND here are my beloved lecturers.

My Maths Lecturer-Ms Doh

Accounting Lecturer-Mr. Madhavan

Economics Lecturer-Mrs. Soh
Cher, you're probably one of the reason i'm more punctual these days :)

Me, Mrs Soh, Wei Jing, Wai Teng

IT Lecturer-Ms. Sukhminder
You look so gorgeous that night. I like your hairstyle, suits you well :)
Thank you cher, for everything.
I never once regretted taking IT. ;)

Awwwwwww....

Group Pictures:

Not all of us are here though :(

The guys.

Finally i got

My red carpet momento

What can i say? It was definitely a night to remember.

David Archuleta

2008-11-14T01:46:00.005+08:00

For all of you who loves David Archuleta, this post is dedicated to you, and only you.

I've found something y'all may like!! :D

5 bonus tracks which is not included in the CD!!!!!!!!

Which are super super awesome.

*click here* to go to the blog to download.

You'll not miss the link. It'll only take a few minutes.

I like the bonus songs. They are really awesome.

GOGO, go download.

Clutch, clutch, clutch, i found you!

2008-11-13T23:13:00.007+08:00

Wed: Debtors and Creditors
Thurs: Balance Day Adjustment
Friday: Inventory control
Sun: Cash Flow
Mon: Report Writing+Theory

That was the original study plan.

I was being 'Lilian' again.
I sometimes hate myself so much, not doing what i'm suppose to do and do what i'm not suppose to do. Confused yet?
Haha.. I have cunner statements. Let me give you one, i once told my hairstylist,
"i want my hair short but not short"
Looks like i'm talking to myself. Cause i'm the only one who understands. haha.

*

Started the day by watching Agnes Chang teaching cooking on TV.
Learned a thing or too. Since i'm not much of a domestic goddess, i need to know a thing or two about housework and cooking.

After that, sent daddy to KL central to take the bus to the airport.
Then met up with cheng theng at bangsar to shop for my clutch for prom. Heee.. :D

We visited i at least 10 shops. Didn't we, cheng theng?
And i was wearing heels, bad bad choice. Didn't think we were gonna visit so many boutiques.

materialistic momento:
I WISH I CAN OWN ALL THE CLOTHES I SAW TODAY. PLEASE PLEASE GOD. AND THE BAGS TOO. AND THE SHOES AS WELL.

I kept getting sidetracked by looking at those lovely clothes.
Don't worry, i didn't get any.
Because both of us was being so fuzzy, we spent quite long looking for the clutch.
Turns out the first shop we visited was the last shop we visited.
ahaha..
i bought the clutch from the last shop we visited.

And i love it.
So so much.
Love you, clutch. :)
And it burnt a hole in my wallet. -.-
No, i shan't think this way, i shall take it as an investment.

In the end, we ended up buying just a clutch and a top for cheng theng's friend.
I'll show you the picture of my darling clutch during prom.
Then i'll post up the pictures okies?
So, stay tuned. :) 19th November's the date.

The shopping experience was unforgettable,
loved it, girly. :)
thank you sooo much for helping me out.
I so owe you one.

So sorry guys, for not joining you guys at hartamas. How was the results btw? did ya win?

*

Spent the evening with quan yuan eating laksa at chow yang pasar malam.
Mmmm.. so yummy.
Walked in the rain for quite some time. Probably the reason why i'm sneezing so badly right now.

*

So so soooo jealous of people who finished all their papers.
Why can't they place accounts paper tomorrow or something. then i can get it over and done with asap.
I can't wait can't wait till you're over, accounts paper.

Owhowh. I have so many new songsss.. so happy :)
let me listen to it first, and then recommend it to you soon.

Kla, i realise i'm cutting short my sentences and have the feeling that my brain is shutting down. I'm so sleepy.
It's Another day without studying.
I feel so guilty. *bite nails*

Nways, i'm gonna catch some sleep, you should too.
Nitenitee...

Lalala..

2008-11-12T23:33:00.003+08:00

i've not blogged in three days but it felt like forever.
but i'm really sorry for the lack of updates.
Okay, that is if you actually read on what i update.

I was so tired from not sleeping one monday night, up studying for econ paper.
You know the chinese saying, lost on one night of sleep, can't be replenished with 3 nights of sleep.

So, I'm gonna make a quick update on what happened in the past few days.

I'm gonna give you a summary on what i'm going to update about today:

My birthday (I'm legal. Finally! But old and wrinkly)
Yesterday

haha.. That's pretty summarized.

*

8th November

Well, first of all, i would like say thank you so so soooooo much for all those lovely text messages, phone calls, IMs wishing me happy birthday. :)

Every one of the message made my day happier.

I love everyone of them.

It was exam period, just had to be. :(
But it's okay. Cause these lovely lewre heels made my day. Definitely.

Warning: Heels alert

Did i get every angle of the heels?

Thank you geney. :) i love the heels. Che che sayang.

I'm so sorry you don't look good in this picture. but i lazy la, wanna upload another one. Don't kill me k?

12 November 2008

High School Musical 3 with Kar may at GSC OU.

Okay, skip this part if you don't want me to spoil your movie.

The movie was okay, i find it abit of a bore after awhile.

But the songs are really great. I would say better than the first two movies.

All this while, i thought of High School Musical as a happy-go-lucky kinda movie.

But this one, just seem to carry that sad feeling with it.

It brings me back to where secondary school was coming to an end, just less dramatic.

And,

No, kar may, zac effron isn't hot. I think otherwise.

Be-Early Celebration

2008-11-07T23:00:00.006+08:00

I was sitting in quan yuan's car and he's in his bro's car right then.
I panicked as i know damn well i can't drive a manual car.
The last time i drove a manual car was when i was taking my driving test.
And on that driving test itself, my car died 3 times.
Yes, you're reading correctly. 3 times.
My heart felt like it was going to pop out
as i was figuring how i was going to drive the car up a slope with a bloody bump!

And that was the moment i heard,
"Morning sweetie. Happy Be-early birthday!"

I got conscious and realised quan yuan was sitting on the edge of my bed. What a coincidence! I was dreaming about him and his car and he appeared right in front of me.

Near afternoon, Quan yuan wanted to bring me out to lunch. Because he wanted to surprise me, i was guessing non-stop where he was going to bring me.
Yea, i pretty much like to spoil surprises for me. haha..
First i was guessing it's this chinese restaurant, then an italian restaurant, after that Mama's kitchen, then Sherlie's kitchen..
After that, were heading towards atria and quan yuan told me we were heading to Atria's highest floor to eat.
But we were actually heading to Omitsu Koshi (is that how you spell it?).

We had shabu shabu.
The soup was really well prepared.
Gosh. It tasted so yummy.
With the vegetables and meat that we put into it, the soup tasted even sweeter.
The best part of the whole meal is tasting the beef after i dip it into the soup to cook it.

*SPEECHLESS*

I had a damn good meal. I ate so much i'm actually still full from it.

After lunch, we went Atria to walk for abit since we were so stuffed.

Ended up at this bookshop which sells books at lower prices than anywhere else.

Since i still haven't read "shopaholic and baby", yes i'm so outdated, i bought it. For RM 29.90. It's considered quite cheap since the book size is bigger.

Look how huge is it compared to the normal-sized books.

You have to check out that place man. Books that are as cheap as RM12.

The best part is, there are tonnes of books.
They even have Sophie's Kinsella's "The Undomestic Goddess"
So many thick thick books.
Go look for yourself, it's on the first floor of Atria. you won't miss it. There are just way too many books.

We came home after that and well, i got my be-early birthday song from my 2 favourite guys, my boyfriend and my brother. I'm a happy girl. :)

After the birthday song and cake eating, we decided to study.
But it ended up as quan yuan teaching me IT.
If quan yuan took the same courses as me, i'm so sure i'll be scoring!
I actually felt so confident that i fully understood when he taught me.

At 7.00pm, we headed to Paris for kit weng's birthday dinner. :)
Met up with my ex school mates which i love so dearly.
That feeling of having them around, indescribable.
When we first arrived, there were all guys and me.
Then after awhile, came Sabrina :)
Then Meng Leong and Jac.
Then Choon Seng and Carmen.

:)

We've got 12 awesome people there.

I hope you enjoyed the company as much as i did, kitty weng.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KITTY KAT :)

you old and unwise.

me young and wise. :D

Thank you so so so so much for dinner!

I hope you like the beer me and sabby bought you. :)

*****

Dearie, thank you soooooooooooo much.

I love you. :)
Thanks especially for spending the ENTIRE day with me.
I loved the company.
And the lovely cake.
And thanks for the lovely meal which i LOVED so mucho.
I couldn't have asked for more.
You have definitely made my day. :)

I love you.

Sabby, i'm so glad i FINALLY got to see you today.

I missed you. :(

Love the shopping experience in 7/11. ahahah..

Shopping for beer? And cat's food? Let's do that again.

Haha..

Loving your babe babe blue Myvi. ;)

To sum it up, i have a DAMN good day.

And i'm feeling hell of guilty for not studying. So right now, i'm going to sign off, voyez-toi (see you).

Chocolate, clothes and Fairies

2008-11-07T00:20:00.006+08:00

Okay, i've made up my mind.
I'm going to stick with this blog template.
What do you think about it?
I like it though.
But i'm planning to do some editing to it, "lilian-fied" it, you know what i mean?

Over these past few days, i realised i have an addiction to blog templates! Weird, huh? i know man.
For example, whenever i come online, i will start toggling with my blog template to see what suits it better.
Then, i spend an entire century figuring out which one i like better.
After that, I start saving all kinds of things onto my desktop.
And now, my desktop is full. With Codes. -.- ahaha..

My eyelids feel so heavy right now.
Not because i'm wearing false lashes.
Because i woke up 5am today for maths test. And wasted my whole afternoon dunno doing what i can't remember.
My vision's slightly blurry too.
Maybe it's because i'm sleepy or maybe i overused the laptop?

It's november 7th already.
1 more day to november 8th. :) to be exact, 23 and a half hours to november 8th. :D
I'm not surprise if i don't remember my birthday is on november 8th itself.
Well, mainly because it happened before.

Owh well, exams are the priority now.
And i have the tendency to distract myself whenever i have something important to do.
Let me give you a real life example:

I'm having finals now.

What am i doing now?

Blogging

If i'm not blogging, what would i be doing?

Still wasting my time. Probably watching TV.

I use to distract myself by calling up a friend to talk.
Yes, i love talking that much. Haha..

There was this one time, when i first got my retainers,
i wanted to wear it to tuition,
then my mum said,
"are you sure you want to wear those? I thought you said they hurt. Later you cannot talk, you die how?"

Da dee dee dum dumm.. I'm going to bed. Nitey nite nite.
Sweeeet dreams. Dream of chocolate and clothes.
Dream of fairies like tinkerbell in fairytale land.

I've decided. I wanna wear these in my dreams.

Of chocolates, clothes and fairies. :)

Sex and the City

2008-11-06T13:37:00.004+08:00

Call me outdated but i just only got my hands onto "Sex and The City"-The Movie.

On DVD, which i bought from SS2... Okay, this is irrelevant.

Maths was, let's leave it behind.
I guess the movie was my runaway.
Yea, it's not end of the world. I know that.

Just needed some time off alone.
I laughed, cried with the movie. I loved it.
I know some may say the movie don't live up to its standard,
but hey, i love it.

THE CLOTHES... OMG,.. THE SHOES!!! AHHH..
THE BAGS.. They are such killers.
And i love Carrie's wardrobe, the one Big built for her..
Breathless.

But i'm sure most of you have already watched the movie.
I shall elaborate no more.

Toodles woodles.. :)

Slipping through my fingers

2008-11-03T18:23:00.005+08:00

HAHA..
I'm back so soon. No, i didn't maths yet.

I just remembered i wanted to tell you about this book:

It's super uber nice. I just finished it that day.

It's definitely worth the read if you LOVE chic novels like me :D

*Clickety click* to purchase it from MPH.

*Click here* to read a few pages of the book. :)

If you love chocolate run, you should definitely try reading 'My best friend's Girl' by Dorothy Koomson if you haven't read it yet. That one's the bomb. I love it so much!

Well, now i'm reading Cecilia Ahern's "A Place called Here". I love it that she created some kind of magical world that's different from other chic novels.

*****

I always believe that diet during exam period plays a big part.

For example, if you ate oily food, it'll probably make you feel really tired. I forgot why. Haha.. I forgot my biology. *blush* There's a reason to it though.

So, i took the liberty to look up for myself what food is good for exam period.
And now, i'm gonna share it with you. :)

For better memory:

egg yolks
peanut
wheat germ
meat
fish
milk + cheese
vegetables: broccoli, cabbage, cauliflower

For superb mental performance, like longer attention span, try these:

All proteins: meat, milk, soy products, fish, beans, nuts

Well, to improve foul mood during exam period, Try these:

Carbohydrates: pasta, starchy vegetables, potatoes, cereal and bread

I hope the diet information helped. :)

I better head off now.
Ciao.

S-C-R-E-W-E-D

2008-11-03T17:34:00.006+08:00

If you asked me how was my english paper, I'll give you one word.

"SCREWED"

Spent too much time on the extended essay and i screwed up my letter. Wait. I'm not even sure i did okay for my extended essay.

:(:(:(

So, i was telling myself, "it's okay, i've got 4 more papers to pull my TER up".

And my dad replied, "yea, in the end, you'll screw up all of it, cause you keep telling yourself you have the next paper to pull you up"

"-.-

Okay, so i shall treat all my papers as binomial distribution. Each one independant of one another, so i should score this way right?

Haha.. if i could answer my exam questions as well as i crap, i'd be scoring man!

next paper would be maths. My venue is C23. Where's your venue?

Owh, lookie, maths paper. MATHS paper, i'm coming.....!

MAMMA MIA!!

2008-11-02T16:29:00.005+08:00

YES YES MAMMA MIA!!

I love it love it love it LURVE it. :D Yeap, i just watched it. NICE nice, i likey.
I just finished downloading the soundtrack. :D

My favourite from the soundtrack:
:)honey honey
:)Slipping through my fingers
:)Mamma Mia
:)Winner takes it all
:)Super Trouper Goshies! It's so cute! super trouper, lights are gonna find me..
:)Does your mother know
:)Take a chance on me

Yea, ABBA man. I prefer MAMMA MIA soundtrack version though. I just realised how old the songs are. They're more ancient than me! HAHA..

Honey honey how he thrills me,
UH-HUH, honey honey
honey honey nearly kills me,
UH-HUH, honey honey
I've heard about him before...
i wanted to know some more...
And Now i know what they mean he's a love machiiiiinnneeee
owh, he makes me dizzy!

ahaha.. please, excuse me, it must be the exams stress.. haha..

Bonne journee! Have a nice day :)

Tomorrow's tomorrow

2008-11-01T22:11:00.001+08:00

The entire week past just like that and i only studied 3 chapters. WTH?

Yeap.
I'm so screwed.

Sometimes i really hate myself for wasting time.
You know, this voice in my head keeps telling me:
"It's okay, you'll have tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow and the day after tomorrow's tomorrow..."

Reality check.
Now.
I only have TOMORROW.

Trust me, it's not that i don't feel the pressure. I definitely feel the pressure of finals.

Waking up every 15 minutes in my sleep,
Facing real bad insomnia that makes my immune system go haywire. I'm not gonna elaborate on that, it's gonna disgust you.

Yea, pretty much drained out.

BUT, lilian never learns her lesson. I mean NEVER.
She just loves to keep all things till the last minute and in the end she starts panicking. GReat. how great.

And now she's regretting that she watched 'Supernatural'.
It's nice, okay. Seriously. You should try watching if you don't. Yea, you may say, 'Supernatural' are for pussies. blablabla.. But too bad, i like it. It might be slightly cliche. Like i know most of the time when they're gonna give a scare all. But at least it don't give me nightmares.

I so cannot wait till after finals to actually watch it properly. I really really wanna know what happens to Dean in hell. Will Sam save him? i dunnooooo... Gosh i hate it when those series movies give leave the season hanging like that.. It kills me. I need to know what happens next! Yea, prolly a marketing strategy, eh?

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Another thing, i bought my prom dress last weekend. Phew. What a relieve. I thought i was going to go prom dressless this year. I mean like no glamour glamour la.. Like no dressing up kinda thing. Then grandma also bought me these prrrretty heels. I likey. So, what's left of prom preparation is the hair, makeup, accessories and a bag!! :(:(:( so many things to do, so bloody little time.

Alriteys, i better go study and try to cram in whatever i can.

Fingers crossed for exams. Wish me luck? i need em.

Bonne nuit, it means good night, y'all :)

The Joke's on Me

2008-10-06T18:23:00.001+08:00

First, i made a fool of myself by making a very stupid remark.

Mrs. Soh (Econs teacher)
The Class
Justin Chong
Me

"Who's not here besides dominic?"
"Sky."
"Who?"
"Soon Kok You"
"Why?
"He asked us to call him that. Dunno"

*pause*. The class was relatively silent.

"Owh. Sky. S-K-Y" (i just had to open my mouth)
"OHMYGOD, Lilian, what a blonde statement"
"I just realised S-K-Y is Kok You's initials. Soon Kok You"
"It's been a year you know him and you just realised?!"
"What?! i thought it was his christian name, or something."
"Even i caught it before you"

*smacks head*. I know i'm blur at times. But till this extent, to be honest, i don't even know it myself.

After that event, plus all the sucky results, i think my parents would want to disown this daughter of theirs.

You judge, if you were my parents, will you disown me with 2Bs, 2Cs and 1D.
:(

However, there's still something i'm happy that happened today. Kar may loved the pressie all of us bought for her. :) Brown-suede Lewre shoes, chocolates, blue-soft-flurry-comfy pillow, an adorable black belt which comes inside a humungous box with a shiny ribbon on top. I'm sure the present box caught quite a number head turns. I'm so glad you love, the pressie, girly. Make all of us feel so good. Quan yuan helped so much too, with fetching me around, running with me in OU like a maniac, holding so many shopping bags. Thanks dearie. :)

Alright, i'd better run off now to finish off my IT correction. Don't wanna screw up my next exam again.

Au revoir ;)

I wish my footprints were in the sand

2008-10-05T18:24:00.002+08:00

After not blogging for so long, apparently, i have alot of things to blog about. *grins*

Well, let's start with things dated all the way back to 6th september 2008.

It's the day where my aunt got married. And also the date where i was seriously ill with high fever and yet i still attended the wedding, pretending to be okay. From what i remember, i was so cold, i was shivering, wrapping myself tight with the shawl i brought, hanging on to dear life. The event where i had difficulty breathing came back on that day. God, it sure was hard to pretend to be okay on that day.

But owh well, i looked okay in pictures, at least. :)

The cousins, the bro, the sis and I

Brian, my very poser cousin. (brian, i'm joking ;) )

Apparently, my bro liked his hair, and took a godzillion pictures of his hair. And these are a few of em

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On the 24th of september, so coincidently, my exams clashed with my 2nd year anniversary with quan yuan. And i was having Maths, which is my worst subject and IT test on the 25th. And so, we agreed not to celebrate. It was so so nice of him to drive over on the 24th and had a quick celebration with me. :D I'm a happy girl.

I really should consider a career in photography. :D

I love you, dearie. :)

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I was surprised how fast the days of exam can past, knowing i screwed every paper i took. It all ended on the 25th september itself. I kinda feel guilty going out on the following day to do some ice skating with my classmates as well as to celebrate kar may's birthday. I promise i'll make a post on that once i get the pictures from kar may.
But i managed to snap a few with my phone:

Kar may. Posing model-ish

Owh god. I think kar may's gonna kill me. Haha..

Actually, we got stuck an hour in the jam on the way home from ice skating. She forbids me from deleting the retarded looking pictures of me from her camera. Hmph. At least i put nice looking pictures of you on the web. And i have tonnes and tonnes of retarded looking picture of me in kar may's photobucket. Not fair, kar may.

Owh and look at what i found in pyramid's toilet:

Hmm, tell me, how true is this?

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I cancelled so many outings because my mum forbidded me from going out, telling me i have to study. But i just finished studying for trials.. -.- can't i take a break?

So sorry, joanne i couldn't meet up with you. Next time, i promise. Sorry sabrina, i miss you truck loads. Promise, we'll catch up soon bestie? Sorry for not attending your birthday party. So sorry t2, so sorry for cancelling. I'll try and make it next time okay? Sorry km, i didn't mean to miss your birthday celebration. i miss cengal. So dearly.

Well, i'll tell you the story of how i missed kar may's and sabrina's birthday party which i place all priority in. It was a trip to malacca for an appointment with the ENT, Dr. Khanna. My nose has been giving me hell of a problem and this is the second ENT i'm going to. I thought it was suppose to be just a day trip but it didn't turn out that way. My mum, dad and my lil sis came along.

The moment we hit malacca, we headed for the chicken rice shop, that's oh-so-famous in malacca. What so special about the chicken rice, you ask?

It's the rice balls that they serve. The rice is squashed into a sphere shape. The chicken was nothing special though. Just the rice balls, which are probably squashed into balls by bare hands that went through the 'special quests' in toilets, and nostrils. I mean, who knows? But i didn't stomach ache. Thank god.

So when it was time to leave, my lil sis wanted to go on this:

I objected. But both my parents obliged her.

Anyhows, the interior of the tower looked like this. Where all people sit on that blue seat and view malacca from up high.

Up in the sky, i saw malacca, from a different perspective.

A failed attempt of trying to snap a flock of birds flying together.

The view of the flock of birds was suppose to look spectacular. Unfortunately, my phone failed to portray that. Now, all you can see is just white dots. At the back of my phone, it says 3.2 megapixels, but really, the quality of the picture really sucks.

By the time, i came down from the tower, my dad wanted to eat nyonya food, which malacca is famous of too. We spent a whole lot of time searching for the nyonya restaurant that we've been to the last trip. After dinner, it was about 9pm. And well, since the drive took 2 hours from Malacca to PJ. So, i missed the whole celebration.

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Time flies, really. The one week raya holidays just zoomed past by so quickly. Tomorrow, it's back to college again. Don't know why, but my gut has this really weird feeling, like when i was standing alone at the gate waiting for my mum to pick me up from school in standard one.

Fingers are crossed. May my results not be rotten.

-Lilian-

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